Lick Me Up If You Can Novel (Completed) - Chapter 91

It was almost surprising how much he hadn’t known until now. Just earlier, he had struggled quite a bit with the anaconda that refused to die. If things continued like this, he really wouldn’t live long.

It was all because Koi was too cute.

Ashley blamed Koi this time. All this intense desire of his was Koi’s fault. An inner voice immediately flowed out, agreeing with him.

That’s right, it’s Koi’s sin.

Right, it’s that audacious Koi. To make him masturbate for an hour without even touching his anaconda.

Again, opinions were unified within him. And a small voice whispered like a devil.

So, let’s confine him.

“Stop, stop.”

“Huh?”

At Ashley’s sudden outburst, Koi, who had been walking cautiously, flinched and looked up. Oops. A flustered Ashley looked down at him, then smiled gently as usual.

“I’ll give you back your uniform later. …It’s a bit wet.”

When he added it reluctantly, Koi, who had been staring blankly at him, belatedly nodded.

“Yeah, it’s fine.”

He was in the shower room, so of course it would be wet.

Koi just thought about it casually and moved on. He never imagined Ashley would have done anything with the uniform. What was important now was the fact that Ashley wasn’t feeling well. He seemed to have trouble walking, his condition was so bad.

It would be best to go back and rest quickly.

Koi thought, diligently checking Ashley’s complexion. Meanwhile, Ashley’s mind was filled with all sorts of dirty fantasies.

Koi, still unaware of his inner state, openly breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the parked car. Ashley casually tossed the two bags he was holding into the back seat and stood up, saying,

“Your bike is always where you leave it, right?”

“Huh? No, it’s fine!”

Koi hastily stopped him.

“Let’s just go today. No one’s going to take the bike.”

More than that, getting Ashley to rest was more important. But Ashley frowned at Koi, who stood facing him across the Cayenne, then rested his arm on the car and propped his chin.

“How are you going to get to school tomorrow? Walk?”

“Uh…”

Caught off guard by the unexpected question, Koi was momentarily speechless. Right, what should he do? How long would it take to walk? It wasn’t difficult, as he had walked to school before when his bike had problems.

Then I’d have to wake up 30 minutes, no, an hour earlier.

Just thinking about waking up early after a long time made him nervous already. Realizing that, he felt strange. They say humans are creatures of habit, and he had already gotten used to his new bike.

The bike Ariel gave him was a much better product than his old one. It had good performance, so it took less time to get to school and was more comfortable for his body.

Can’t be helped, just for a day.

He secretly braced himself and looked up, meeting Ashley’s eyes, who had been leaning against the car, watching him. Was he waiting for an answer? Koi recalled what Ashley had said earlier and spoke honestly.

“I can walk, I’ve done it a few times before.”

Ashley was silent for a moment, looking at his determined expression. What was he thinking? Unable to guess at all, Koi just watched him, then Ashley sighed briefly and gave a wry smile.

“In times like that, Koi, you should ask your boyfriend to pick you up.”

“Ah…”

Only then did Koi realize, letting out a blank sound. Ashley found him cute and smiled again.

“You’re going to walk that distance? You’ll collapse as soon as you get to school.”

Why couldn’t he think of using his boyfriend who had a car?

Ashley knew the answer. It must be because it was his first time dating someone, and he wasn’t used to it. He thought that was the correct answer, but Koi’s next reply was different.

“But, you’re more important.”

To a startled Ashley, Koi continued in a small voice, his head bowed.

“I wanted to let you rest faster.”

Koi’s ears, revealed by the streetlight, were flushed red. Ashley stared at him blankly for a moment.

How could Koi say things that so completely swayed his heart?

He fell for Koi again. Every moment, he felt like he was falling deeper than before.

“Koi, if you keep doing that, I really might confine you.”

At the whisper accompanied by a sigh, Koi looked at him, bewildered. Seeing that, Ashley gestured as if to say it was enough and to get in the car. Belatedly embarrassed, Koi hastily got into the passenger seat. Ashley, who had readily sat in the driver’s seat, started the engine and asked,

“Want to go for dinner? It’s really late, but aren’t you hungry?”

“Uh, huh?”

Koi, who had stammered at the unexpected offer, hesitated for a moment before cautiously speaking.

“Weren’t we going to your place…?”

“What?”

This time, Ashley asked back. Ashley turned his head to look at Koi’s face, then quickly put on a mischievous expression.

“You want to go to my place? You’re quite proactive, Koi.”

“Huh?”

At first, Koi just blinked, not understanding what he meant, but belatedly realizing the implication, he frantically shook his head.

“Th-that’s not what I meant!”

“My boyfriend is just too eager.”

“That’s not what I meant!”

Koi’s voice rose in embarrassment.

“I told you earlier, you’re tired, so…”

Ashley stopped him from saying more with a kiss. Koi, whose lips were suddenly taken and who forgot his next words, just blinked, and Ashley lifted his head and smiled.

“It’s better not to go to my place today.”

He then explained why.

“Because if we’re alone, I really feel like I might do something to you by force.”

Any other time, he would have taken it as a joke, but today the atmosphere was definitely not like that. Remembering what had happened in the shower room, it seemed plausible enough, and Koi hesitated for a moment.

If I say let’s go to Ash’s place now, then it will definitely happen next.

This time, he wouldn’t be able to refuse either. Ashley respected Koi’s wishes, but Koi couldn’t guarantee he could repeatedly refuse him.

Most of all, Koi clearly knew that Ashley wanted him. Despite that, he was holding back. Until Koi was ready. Koi didn’t want to encourage him with unnecessary curiosity. Koi nodded obediently.

“Okay, I understand. Then let’s go anywhere. I like anything.”

Koi vowed to avoid provoking him as much as possible and added,

“Let’s eat whatever you want to eat.”

…If he knew that ‘you’ was what I wanted to eat, he wouldn’t be able to say that.

Ashley stared intently at Koi’s face. Could Koi have learned mind-reading? How could he only say things that shook his heart like this?

It was natural. Ashley’s mind was filled with all sorts of acts with Koi. If Koi had said that the sea reefs were beautiful, Ashley would have imagined Koi lying naked on them.

It’s a good thing Koi can’t smell.

The car was now filled with Ashley’s pheromone scent. He was that aroused. Ashley had no choice but to head to the restaurant his father had picked out. He had reserved the best table for a year and had never once visited it. His father did that for any place he judged his partner would like, so there were more than a few such places.

Without even knowing if they actually liked it or not.

The selfish man also showed his care for others in his own way. If he judged it so, then it was so. Ashley had also been misunderstood like that several times, so he could somewhat understand the other person’s feelings.

Perhaps he would like any place in the world as long as his father wasn’t there.

Thinking that far, Ashley soon felt a bitter feeling.

Of course, such a place wouldn’t exist in the world.

He had escaped his father, but he would never escape until he died. Even in death, his father would not let him go.

Recalling Dominique Miller’s cold face, he felt an unpleasant sensation and headed to the restaurant he had never visited until now.

*

“Thank you so much today, Ash.”

After finishing their meal, Koi thanked Ashley, who had pulled over on the roadside where he always dropped Koi off. Ashley grabbed him as he was about to get out of the passenger seat and asked with a frown.

“Can’t I really walk you home? We’re dating.”

“Uh…”

His words were too reasonable, but it was difficult for Koi to accept. Koi shook his head with a troubled expression.

“That, no.”

Before, it was because he didn’t want to show his shabby house, but now another reason was added. He didn’t know what would happen if his father, who had warned him not to meet Ashley, saw them. It was okay if he got hit, but he was afraid of Ashley getting hurt.

“I’m sorry, Ash. But I want to go alone.”

“Haa…”

With repeated refusals, Ashley couldn’t say more and just sighed instead. Seeing that, Koi hesitated and then opened his mouth.

“Um, Ash. I have a favor.”

“What is it?”

It felt like he could grant anything right now. Koi had used the word ‘favor’ for the first time. To Ashley, who immediately perked up his ears, Koi asked cautiously with a tense face.

“Um, us, dating…”

“Yes.”

Koi swallowed hard once, then barely managed to speak.

“For now, can we keep it a secret?”