Lick Me Up If You Can Novel (Completed) - Chapter 62

A memory of this happening before suddenly came to mind. Ashley had had a cold then too, and Koi had come to visit him out of worry.

But something was different now. Ashley, who seemed feverish, his ragged breathing, and Koi, looking up at him—nothing seemed to have changed from before, so what was this sense of strangeness?

I’m scared.

Koi unconsciously swallowed dryly. For some reason, he couldn’t move. He was trapped by Ashley’s gaze, unable to move, only able to watch.

Haa, haa.

Ashley’s ragged breaths filled the air. Koi watched with wide eyes as Ashley leaned over him.

“Ah…!”

At the same time, his seized wrists tightened, and he swallowed a scream without realizing it. Ashley was gripping both his wrists so tightly it hurt, as if Koi might try to escape.

“A-Ash…”

He opened his mouth, his voice trembling. He wanted to say it was okay, that he wasn’t going anywhere. Just then, Ashley buried his nose in Koi’s chest and inhaled deeply.

It tickles…!

Each breath that touched his skin made it subtly warm. Koi twisted his waist, but with both wrists held, he couldn’t escape or push Ashley away.

Sniff, sniff, rough breaths came from his chest, as if a dog was sniffing. It wasn’t just a simple fever. Koi also felt an illusion of his body being scorched by Ashley’s heat.

“Ash…”

Just as he called his name worriedly between his own quickening breaths, Ashley bit his shirt and pulled it violently. With that, the old, worn-out shirt tore helplessly, revealing his pale skin.

Haa…

A hot breath escaped Ashley’s lips. The very thing he had yearned for was right before his eyes. He even felt a craving, as if he had wanted only this his entire life. Unable to bear it any longer, he opened his mouth wide and bit down hard.

“Augh…!”

Koi groaned involuntarily and squeezed his eyes shut. But it didn’t stop there. Ashley then bit hard into his chest and sucked, making a sound. Each time Ashley sucked on his chest, a messy sound overflowed from below, and the small amount of flesh in his mouth became slick and wet.

“A-Ash… it hurts…”

Koi complained with a tearful face, but Ashley didn’t hear him. Instead, he bit down even harder on his chest.

Heeek, Koi gasped roughly and quickly burst into tears, sobbing. But Ashley, far from stopping, continued to chew on the flesh in his mouth. Koi trembled all over, even more frightened, as if Ashley was about to devour him whole.

He felt something squirming beneath his body. Ashley held Koi’s wrists tightly and pressed his body down, forcing him to remain motionless. Such a thin and insignificant body was nothing. Even with just a little force, he couldn’t move and only cried.

Haaaa…

A long breath, mingled with a groan, escaped Ashley’s lips. How could this flesh in his mouth be so soft and fragrant? He would never tire of tasting it his entire life. He closed his wide-open lips and instead bit into the small, raised flesh with his teeth.

“Ah, it hurts, Ash, it hurts!”

Immediately, a scream came from above. The plump, raised part was endlessly soft and sensitive. Again, Koi writhed below, but all he did was uselessly flail his open legs. The only parts of him that were somewhat free were his two legs sticking out from under Ashley’s body.

“Huuuuh…”

Finally, Koi began to cry out loud. His entire face was already soaked with tears. Ashley finally pulled his lips away from the chest he had been so fixated on and lifted his head. Koi was looking at him, tears streaming down his face.

Ah.

A sigh escaped him involuntarily. Could there be a more pitiful and depraved sight? Even with him crying like that, Ashley felt his stomach churning.

I have to take him now. I have to pour everything into Koi. Again and again, until his belly is full and overflowing. So, Koi, have my child. Koi, get pregnant. Have my child.

Because you’re mine.

“Ah, ah…”

At that moment, the hand that had been holding his wrist moved to his inner thigh, spreading his legs wide, and a scream escaped Koi’s lips.

“A-Ash, w-what are you doing?”

He couldn’t even finish his sentence. He tried to pull Ashley’s hand away with his now somewhat free hand, but of course, it was no use at all.

“No, don’t!” Koi desperately cried out. But to Ashley, it was just annoying. He continued to cover Koi’s mouth, silencing his shouts.

Koi’s hands were finally free, but no matter how hard he struggled with them, he couldn’t overpower even one of Ashley’s hands. Ignoring Koi, who was struggling to pull away the hand covering his mouth, Ashley unzipped his pants.

Below, Koi was squirming incessantly. Ashley held Koi’s mouth with one hand and his buttocks with the other.

He would take Koi. Now, immediately.

Ah, how desperately he had yearned for it.

“…!”

Just as he positioned himself to enter him, their eyes suddenly met. Koi, his face drenched in tears, was desperately trying to pull away Ashley’s wrist, which was covering his mouth with both hands.

Haa, haa.

Their breaths intertwined. Ashley gasped, his face flushed, watching his meaningless struggle. Another stream of tears flowed from Koi’s eyes.

I’m scared.

His whole body stiffened with fear. This was the first time he had seen Ashley like this. Ashley had always been kind to him. He had always called his name with a soft voice and a gentle tone.

–Koi.

Always, always.

The gentle silver-blue eyes that had always looked at him were gone. Only purple eyes, stained with endless darkness, stared back at him.

It’s not Ash.

Koi struggled to push him away, hitting his shoulders and shaking his whole body. But he only realized again that it was useless.

Then who is this?

“Gasp, ugh…”

He gasped, a suppressed sound, and grabbed Ashley’s wrists. Please, don’t do this… snap out of it.

Ash.

Then, suddenly, Ashley’s laughter echoed in Koi’s ears. A pleasant, clear laughter that resonated endlessly.

–Koi.

The voice that called him.

–Koi.

If he regains his senses.

Koi vaguely recalled. If he remembered this, Ash would…

How hurt would he be?

He knew Ashley. No, he thought he knew him. Ashley would blame himself so much. He would regret this moment forever.

The moment he imagined Ashley’s suffering face, the strength drained from Koi’s body. The hands that had been struggling with all their might to pull away Ashley’s hands hesitated and then retreated, soon covering his face.

Ashley only watched Koi, who was covering his cheeks between ragged breaths. Koi soon closed his eyes and hugged his neck.

As if everything was okay.

Ah.

It felt as if a curtain that had been in front of his eyes had suddenly been drawn back. Ashley opened his eyes wide and re-examined the face beneath him.

Koi is crying.

Ashley’s vision gradually cleared. Soon, all his senses returned more vividly than ever before. The small body squirming beneath him, and even what he had been about to do.

I, to Koi.

How could I?

Then Ashley quickly sat up and immediately bit his own arm.

“Ash…!”

Koi screamed, his face pale. But Ashley didn’t stop. He dug his teeth in deeper, tearing off a piece of flesh.

Blood flowed onto the bed, leaving scattered red marks. Koi urgently got up and reached out to him. But Ashley immediately recoiled again, shouting.

“Get back…!”

At the harsh voice, Koi flinched and stopped moving. Ashley, leaving his bleeding arm, reached out his other hand to Koi.

“Don’t come closer, get out, now. You, you shouldn’t be here.”

“Ash.”

Koi called his name again, the words escaping between ragged breaths. He looked back and forth between Ashley’s face and his bleeding arm, pleading desperately.

“You need to treat your arm, please… It’s okay, Ash. I’m fine.”

“What’s okay! I was going to rape you!”

Ashley shouted again. Koi was startled but not as afraid as before. The thought that Ashley was cornered made his chest ache with pity.

“Ash, I said it’s okay. More importantly, your arm… your arm is bleeding a lot. Please, treat it…”

“Do you really not understand what’s happening right now?”

Ashley gasped, grinding his teeth. So much was coming to mind that Koi couldn’t answer immediately and hesitated. Seeing him unable to speak right away, Ashley sighed in disbelief and groaned.

“With this much scent overflowing, you really don’t know? Even Betas can smell pheromones.”

“Huh… huh?”

To Koi, who couldn’t immediately react to what he meant, Ashley finally burst out, as if in exasperation.

“I presented, Koi.”