Lick Me Up If You Can Novel (Completed) - Chapter 169

For a while, only their ragged breaths quietly echoed between them. Ashley, uncharacteristically unable to hide his agitation, looked down at Koi. His face clearly showed anxiety and nervousness, but Ashley found it difficult to grasp their meaning now. The jealousy that had ignited in an instant had completely consumed his reason.

When I met Koi, everything was new to him, so how many people has he dated and how many times has he had sex since then?

The thought that someone other than him might have taught Koi everything made him feel like he was going crazy. Pheromones poured from his entire body in anger, but Koi didn’t notice at all. Even at this moment, he didn’t present. His lack of reaction was as if it was saying that no matter what Ashley did, he couldn’t have Koi.

“…Why?”

Ashley opened his mouth, his voice barely suppressed.

“Why did you sleep with an alpha? Didn’t you know it was dangerous?”

Koi was flustered by the unexpected question but didn’t need to answer.

“Well, I guess it’s easiest for a beta to sleep with a man that way.”

Koi remained silent, his lips sealed. He felt inwardly relieved that Ashley had answered on his own, but Ashley’s mood was the exact opposite. At Koi’s lack of denial, Ashley plummeted to rock bottom.

“Did you like that bastard? You must have, because there’s no way you’d sleep with someone you didn’t like.”

Ashley, who had answered his own question, opened his mouth again.

“Koi.”

“Uh, uh-huh.”

Koi answered hastily, and Ashley narrowed his eyes, asking in an even lower voice.

“Did you like me because I’m a man? I mean, did you always have that kind of inclination?”

Koi couldn’t answer readily this time. He blinked in confusion, quickly trying to recall his thoughts. Ashley’s words were only half true. Perhaps he had always had the inclination to like Ashley. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have been able to long for Ashley constantly from then until now and come this far.

But there was no way he could make such a confession now. Koi steeled himself and opened his mouth with difficulty.

“I… I guess so.”

Ashley was silent for a moment at his strained voice. His dazed face, looking down at Koi, gradually crumbled.

“Ha… haha…”

A weak laugh escaped him. Koi, not knowing what to do, only stared at him. Ashley, who had lowered his head and laughed for a moment, opened his mouth.

“Koi.”

“Oh, yeah.”

Koi answered quickly again this time. Anxious that Ashley might leave again. Ashley continued, still with his head lowered. His voice sounded muffled, as if something was blocking it.

“Were those bastards abandoned like me too?”

Koi’s entire body froze for a moment. He couldn’t think of anything to say. At his reaction, Ashley felt a tiny bit of satisfaction. He wanted to hurt Koi just as he had been hurt. He was the only one who had suffered. Ashley was the only one who had constantly longed for Koi. Then and now, nothing has changed.

You’ll abandon me again. Because I still have so much.

“Ash.”

Koi, in a panic, quickly called his name. He continued speaking to Ashley, who was still unresponsive with his head lowered.

“Let’s stop talking about the past… can’t we just finish what we were doing?”

He had to hold onto him somehow. But Koi, who had no idea how to say anything seductive, could only offer such a clumsy and awkward suggestion.

Ashley, who had been silently still, slowly raised his head. Koi’s gaze was captivated by the deep purple eyes staring at him. A hint of gold shimmered in the purple, which was almost black. He twisted his lips. His eyes still fixed on Koi, Ashley opened his mouth.

“Are you saying you want to use me as your dildo?”

“What?”

Koi didn’t understand his words and just blinked blankly. It was even harder to comprehend such a statement in this situation, a statement he wouldn’t have immediately understood even if he were in his right mind. So Koi just said what came to his mind.

“There’s no reason we can’t go all the way now.”

If not now, there would never be another chance. Koi tried to hide his desperation as he continued.

“You also need someone to release pheromones with, so isn’t it good for both of us?”

All expression vanished from Ashley’s face. The golden eyes that had briefly appeared and disappeared now occupied his gaze more frequently. Koi, not knowing what it meant, took another step forward.

“Let’s release pheromones together from now on.”

Don’t release them with anyone else. Koi said, hiding his true feelings. His heart pounded madly with anxiety and nervousness. Koi, who had been holding his breath and just waiting, finally heard Ashley open his mouth after a long time.

“Do you even know what that means?”

His voice was quiet but sufficiently threatening. Koi nodded with a tense face and answered.

“I know.”

Ashley’s silence gave him enough time to think. So much time that he could even feign a calm face and voice.

“Sex friends are friends too, aren’t they?”

For a moment, Ashley’s expression became dazed again. But Koi’s expression, looking at him, was so sincere. Without a doubt.

Ah.

Only then did Ashley regret it.

Why did I spout such nonsense about being friends?

He wanted to bite his tongue, but it was too late. He couldn’t back down now. If he backed down, what would Koi do?

He might try to sleep with another alpha.

He felt foolish for having held back so much until now. I held back so much worrying about your body, but you didn’t need that at all.

But there was something more urgent than regretting the past now. He couldn’t make such a foolish mistake again.

I’m different from a normal alpha.

For Koi’s sake, it would be better to back down now. Hadn’t he told Ariel? That he wanted Koi to be happy. Then it shouldn’t matter if he slept with another alpha, right? As long as Koi was happy.

Then I can make him happy, can’t I?

“Koi.”

Ashley called his name in a low voice. Koi couldn’t answer this time, his face tense, waiting for his next words. Still keeping his gaze on Koi’s face, Ashley warned.

“Don’t regret it.”

“I won’t, never.”

Koi swore without hesitation. He saw Ashley’s long eyelashes lower. Koi also closed his eyes, and then their lips met. He opened his mouth wide and accepted Ashley’s tongue, and Ashley moved his hand to Koi’s buttocks. Koi slightly lifted his hips to make space for Ashley to touch him more easily, and Ashley’s hand readily entered, grasping his buttocks.

Haa, a short, scream-like breath escaped him. Ashley continued to suck Koi’s tongue and lips, kneading his buttocks. Koi felt his stomach warm up and embraced Ashley’s neck.

This sensation was new. It was strange for his stomach, not his penis, to feel so ticklish and throbbing. Was this what sex was originally like? Koi was simply bewildered and swept away by information not found in any media.

Ashley tightened his fingers, pulling one side of Koi’s buttocks open. Koi involuntarily gasped as an unexpected area was exposed. The moment the tip of a long finger touched that spot, he instinctively arched his back and closed his eyes.

What was strange was what followed. Ashley, who had been slowly stroking Koi’s exposed opening, stopped moving. After a pause, his voice was heard.

“…You’re getting wet down there, Koi.”

Koi looked at Ashley with feverish eyes. Ashley looked at Koi with a pale face and opened his mouth.

“How many times have you done it here?”

Such a reaction was natural for an omega. But as far as Ashley knew, Koi was a beta. Betas could also get wet down there.

If they were very experienced in that area.

Koi had no idea why Ashley was reacting this way. He only wanted to move on to the next step quickly. His stomach was getting more and more ticklish, and the opening Ashley had touched was burning. Koi instinctively rubbed his lower body and whispered softly.

“You’ll know if you try.”