Lick Me Up If You Can Novel (Completed) - Chapter 168

Each time their lips touched and parted, a faint friction sound was created. That sound sent shivers down his spine, making Koi tremble slightly all over. Ashley pressed Koi, who was squirming slightly beneath him, down with his body. Only when Koi, tightly sandwiched between the mattress and Ashley, could no longer even twitch, did Ashley finally wear a faint, satisfied smile.

“Koi.”

Ashley, who had pulled his lips away and was rubbing Koi’s lips, whispered.

“Open your mouth wider. I’ll lick you.”

His heart lurched for a moment, then began to pound madly. Koi stared at Ashley with wildly trembling eyes, hesitantly following his instructions. Ashley pushed his tongue between Koi’s hesitantly parted lips. The tongue, stroking the hard palate, went deeper, exploring the soft flesh beyond. Koi, who had never imagined someone else licking such a place, was so startled he almost choked.

But that wasn’t the end of it. Ashley pressed his lips closer and sucked deeply. He forcefully drew out Koi’s breath until his cheeks hollowed, then immediately wrapped his tongue around Koi’s tongue and rubbed it.

Mixed saliva flowed down his throat and spilled from the corners of his mouth. His lower body kept throbbing with blood, driving him crazy. Ashley must also feel Koi’s hard, excited penis. Koi’s mind felt like it was about to burst with a mixture of embarrassment and excitement, but he couldn’t find a way to control himself.

“B-before.”

Koi gasped and mumbled, barely finding a gap between their lips.

“You didn’t… kiss like this…”

“Koi.”

Ashley laughed as if he found it absurd.

“Do you understand now how much I was holding back?”

The kiss continued without a chance to answer. Ashley’s tongue ruthlessly thrust into Koi’s mouth, lifting Koi’s tongue and rubbing the soft flesh underneath, causing saliva to overflow. As they continued to kiss with squelching sounds, Ashley’s hand moved downwards.

“…!”

The moment the large hand grasped his penis, Koi screamed in surprise, but it turned into a bizarre gasp and vanished into Ashley’s mouth. Paying no mind to Koi’s reaction, Ashley continued to knead his lower body, chuckling softly.

“Do you like top or bottom?”

Not knowing what he meant, Koi just gasped, and Ashley pulled his lips away and leaned down. Before he could feel disappointed, his stiff nipples entered Ashley’s mouth.

“Hee… Heeek!”

This time, a proper scream burst out, but Ashley continued to grind Koi’s nipple with his teeth and fondle his penis with his hand.

“Huh? Koi.”

Ashley whispered, rubbing Koi’s nipple, wet with his own saliva, with his lips.

“Top? Bottom?”

Only then did Koi grasp the meaning of the question, but he still couldn’t answer. It was impossible to think of anything in this situation. Every time Ashley spoke, his sensitive nipples were touched by cold breath, sending shivers down his spine. And that wasn’t all. Every time Ashley’s large, firm fingers skillfully stroked his penis, Koi would whimper and his eyes would well up with tears.

“Koi, answer me.”

Ashley urged. At the sensation of him licking his nipple and rubbing the tip of his penis with his thumb, as if to make him distinguish which one, Koi finally blurted out like a scream.

“How can I… do that…”

Ashley’s laughter was heard again. The thought that he was being teased made Koi want to hit him, but he couldn’t even clench his fist. It was impossible to hit Ashley, no matter what Ashley did to Koi. Although, if it weren’t Ashley, Koi wouldn’t be in this situation in the first place.

Instead, Koi grabbed Ashley’s cheeks and pulled him closer. Ashley willingly leaned in and kissed his lips as he wished. Only then did a sigh of relief escape Koi’s lips. Chup, chup, he continued with light kisses, like a bird pecking at food. Ashley, who had been silently letting Koi do as he pleased, chuckled.

“Is that all?”

Koi flinched for a moment, but there was no sign of disappointment or blame from Ashley. He felt a little relieved by Ashley’s amused reaction, when Ashley spoke.

“Don’t push yourself. I told you, I won’t go all the way.”

Why?

His heart, which had barely found its place, sank again. A forgotten memory suddenly resurfaced. Ashley hadn’t wanted to go all the way before either. Even when Koi said it was okay.

You’re a beta, after all.

Then and now, Ashley was saying the same thing. Was being a different species such a big problem? Was it because he hadn’t presented? If he wouldn’t go all the way with him, then…

Does he go all the way with others?

Ashley wasn’t the only one who could tell the other’s state from their bodies pressed together. Koi, taking all of Ashley’s weight, could feel his excitement even more clearly. Even the throbbing pulse of his hot, hard penis.

That’s when it happened. Quite by chance, Koi’s gaze fell on Ashley’s wrist. And the clear scar remains there.

Koi knew how that wound had been made. Because Ashley had self-harmed right before his eyes. The marks of him biting himself to avoid raping Koi. Seeing that, Koi’s chest felt heavy.

He won’t sleep with me because I’m a beta.

Then who does he sleep with?

Who does he release pheromones with?

“Ash.”

Koi quickly shook his head, avoiding Ashley who was about to kiss him, and asked.

“Is the reason you won’t go all the way with me because you think I’m clumsy, or because I’m a beta?”

Ashley frowned. As if to say, Do you really have to ask such a thing in this situation? But for Koi, it was an answer he absolutely needed to hear now. Because he, too, had to make a decision based on it.

Hmph, Ashley sighed and opened his mouth.

“Both.”

Koi swallowed dryly. He had thought that was a possibility. But he had considered it a very small chance.

“Then.”

Koi managed to ask, suppressing his trembling voice.

“Is it because it’s me?”

You’ve been dating for over a year, you say? And all you’ve done is kiss?

Ariel’s words flashed through his mind. He didn’t doubt that Ashley liked him. But that and sexual desire were completely different matters.

Maybe Ash doesn’t feel that way about me at all?

That’s not true.

Koi immediately denied it. Then and now, Ashley was clearly aroused. Above all, his hard, swollen penis proved it.

“Koi.”

As if reading his thoughts, Ashley sighed.

“You know, you’re a beta. If you went all the way with me, not being an omega, you’d get seriously hurt.”

“No, it’s okay.”

Koi immediately refuted his words.

“Even if they’re not alphas or omegas, there are cases of same-sex people having sex.”

“Between betas.”

Ashley continued.

“You don’t know what kind of sex alphas or omegas have. Your stomach would be a mess, don’t you understand?”

Of course, he didn’t know. All of Koi’s experiences were with Ashley.

But even so, he couldn’t just comfortably watch Ashley have relationships with other people. If Ashley wasn’t going all the way with him, it must be because there was another way.

The imagination of Ashley lying in bed like this with someone who wasn’t him made Koi unable to bear it any longer, and he opened his mouth.

“I know.”

Koi continued, feeling a sense of strangeness as if he were hearing someone else’s voice.

“I know. I’ve… I’ve slept with someone too. …With an alpha.”

Ashley’s face, which had been staring at Koi, gradually turned cold.

“…What did you say?”

Ashley opened his mouth, but it was several seconds later that a sound came out. Seeing his dazed face, as if he had been hit by something, Koi gained confidence instead.

“I said I’ve slept with an alpha. So it’s okay, I can do it.”

Ashley still said nothing. It was the first time he had seen such a dumbfounded expression on his face. Koi, feeling inwardly anxious, desperately pleaded. Please, let Ashley give in.

“…Lie.”

After a long pause, Ashley opened his mouth.

“There’s no way you’ve slept with an alpha.”

“Why?”

Koi asked as if he had been waiting for it. But Ashley couldn’t answer readily this time either. He was currently disoriented from the unexpected blow.

Betas are supposed to date the opposite sex.

He had always thought that, and he believed Koi would be the same. He had thought that if Koi dated someone, it would naturally be a woman, but it wasn’t?

And with an alpha?

Having same-sex relations wasn’t common. And for a beta with such inclinations, meeting an alpha would make it easier to have sex. Because alphas and omegas aren’t bound by gender.

But Koi slept with an alpha?

My Koi?

It felt like an earthquake had struck his mind.