Kiss Me if You Can Novel Completed - Chapter 57

Suddenly, his memories came rushing back in detail. What he had done with this man right before he passed out. At the same time, his face flushed crimson.

Chase, sleeping soundly, was heartbreakingly beautiful. Josh gently stroked his cheek, then tilted his head. Chase’s lips were swollen red from how many kisses they had exchanged. They reminded Josh of ripe cherries, and he felt a fleeting desire to gently bite and burst them.

What would happen if he acted on it?

Imagining Chase with tears welling up in his eyes from pain, his lower body throbbed. He had ejaculated several times throughout the night, so it would take time for him to get an erection, but instead, his pubic bone ached with an unplaceable heat, and his stomach pounded.

It was when his lower body involuntarily tightened, unable to suppress his excitement.

“…Ugh.”

Chase moaned, his delicate brow furrowed. Josh belatedly realized that Chase’s penis was still inside him and was flustered. He had done it several times and had slept with it inside him all night, so he had grown accustomed to it and didn’t feel any foreign sensation. The firmly hardened penis inside his body seemed to forcefully remind Josh of its presence.

This was a new experience, and Josh was flustered. The problem was that he felt a more perfect satisfaction than ever before. And the cause was the man in front of him. Josh stared at his face for a moment. He was thinking of biting his lips to make him cry, when…

Suddenly, the CCTV camera in a corner of the ceiling came into view. A sudden chill ran down his spine, and all the heat in his body vanished in an instant. He had completely forgotten about the camera.

I need to erase the footage.

He hastily tried to get up but paused. Chase’s body was completely wrapped around his. Why were his legs so long and his arms so strong? Josh groaned softly and carefully detached Chase’s limbs from his own, one by one.

If Dane were here, he would gladly help.

He suddenly thought of him, then shook his head. Dane would surely have suggested cutting off Chase’s legs. But Josh would have been the first to object. If it weren’t for this situation, his legs were perfect enough to want to kiss them.

It wasn’t just his legs. Was there any part of Chase’s body that wasn’t admirable? Josh recalled. Even this man’s pinkish toenails were beautiful.

Josh painstakingly separated Chase’s body from his own. The biggest obstacle was his penis, which was still inside him. Perhaps it was still erect from the morning. What did it matter, Josh dismissed the thought and subtly pulled his body back. Then, it naturally slipped out.

“Uh…”

The moan he had managed to suppress until now escaped his lips. After the heavy object that had filled him completely withdrew, he felt a sense of emptiness and bewilderment, as if his lower body had been torn out. The firmly hardened, long, and thick penis was glistening, thoroughly wet with his own bodily fluids and Chase’s semen. The moment he saw it, Josh’s face belatedly flushed.

Seeing that beautiful, perfect penis so obscenely soiled made his lower body throb again. He hastily looked away before climbing onto the sleeping Chase. Now was not the time to be blinded by desire.

He had to get to the monitor room quickly.

Who was on duty today? He stumbled into the hallway, trying to recall. There had been repeated talk that the CCTV in Chase’s bedroom wasn’t in good condition. Someone had even hinted that they sometimes turned it off completely. He hoped it was the case this time too.

Click.

Josh, who had hastily thrown on whatever he could find and walked as fast as possible to the monitor room, relaxed his shoulders at the sight of the man as soon as he opened the door.

“Seth.”

Seth, who had apparently been dozing, flinched and turned to Josh. Josh quickly checked the screen and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that the monitor displaying the bedroom was off.

“…What’s wrong?”

Seth asked, rubbing his eyes. Josh quickly made an excuse.

“Oh, nothing, it just suddenly came to mind. What are you doing? Is everything okay? …Did you decide not to use the camera in C’s bedroom?”

He added casually, and Seth replied indifferently.

“We’re going to check it, but it’s not urgent… Laura wanted us to turn it off if possible. We don’t really want to see C’s naked body, do we? It’s been off for a few days.”

“Really?”

Josh secretly sighed in relief. At least this time he was lucky. Next time, no matter how distracted he was, he had to be careful about this.

Next time?

Josh paused at the word that suddenly came to mind.

Are you going to sleep with him again? With Chase Miller?

At the same time, he felt his lower body throbbing and tightening. His heart pounded and his face flushed. Just thinking about Chase made him so aroused that the answer was obvious.

Shouldn’t I ask the man’s intentions first?

Josh coldly brought himself back to reality. No matter how much he wanted it, if Chase thought differently, it was already over. Their multiple encounters throughout the night were irrelevant. It was common for feelings to change over time, wasn’t it?

“Then, Seth…”

Josh, who was about to leave, feeling relieved, paused. His gaze went straight to the camera pointing down the hallway. There was no one there now. But just a few hours ago, it wouldn’t have been empty. A sudden chill ran down his spine.

“What’s wrong?”

Seth looked up at him in confusion, then paused. Josh also flinched. He followed Seth’s gaze downwards and immediately realized why. His bandaged arm was a mess.

“What happened to this? Did you roll somewhere?”

Seth jumped up and asked. Josh flinched at his sharp observation. He recalled the path from the sandy beach to the bedroom and hastily returned to reality. Meanwhile, Seth looked at Josh’s arm and spoke seriously.

“Let’s do first aid first. If bacteria get in and you get tetanus… It’s really absurd. What a mess you are, what is this? You need to be careful.”

Seth shook his head as if he couldn’t believe it. Uncharacteristically, he gave up his seat and even went to get the first aid kit himself.

“Watch for a moment.”

He instructed, then hastily left the monitor room. Josh didn’t miss the opportunity and quickly started scanning the screens. A groan escaped him when he found the scene he was looking for.

After hastily deleting the footage of himself stumbling out of Chase’s room, he searched all the scenes from before and after, just in case. Fortunately, that was the only dangerous scene. Thanks to this, when Seth returned, Josh was calmly staring at the unchanging monitors, feigning nonchalance.

“How did this happen?”

Seth asked as he applied disinfectant to the blood-clotted, torn wound. Josh carefully chose his words and replied.

“I was patrolling the beach and accidentally fell. It’s nothing big. …Ow.”

Seth pulled the bandage tight to secure it, causing Josh to let out a short gasp. Seth added indifferently, as usual.

“Go to the hospital. Unless you want to lose your arm.”

“…Alright.”

Josh adjusted his sleeve and said, “Thank you.” Seth simply raised one hand, as if to say, “That’s enough.”

Only after leaving the monitor room and standing alone in the hallway did Josh finally sigh in relief. The pain in his arm belatedly registered, but this was nothing. What was more surprising was that he hadn’t even realized the state of his arm until Seth pointed it out.

I must have been completely out of my mind.

Josh suddenly frowned.

I had vowed never to sleep with that man again for this very reason.

Just thinking about it made his stomach churn. The sex with Chase, which had given him more intense pleasure than any sex he had ever had, frightened Josh. He was worried he might become addicted.

Was I always this lustful?

He seriously retraced his thoughts. It might be due to pheromones, Josh calmly recalled. It was probably more so because of the mark.

He unconsciously touched his ear. One side of the tightly wrapped tape was frayed. He needed to re-tape it as soon as he returned to his room.

If I didn’t have the mark, I wouldn’t feel this much.

Opening the door to his room, he suddenly wondered.

What was sex with me like for Chase, who doesn’t have a mark?