Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 161

Go Yohan’s features aren’t particularly bold either. But sometimes, when Go Yohan stares silently, it feels like he’s glaring at me, trying to kill me, which makes me tense. Even knowing it’s just his poker face, it still happened. On top of that, his torso was thick and he was tall, making him doubly intimidating.

If I were born as Go Yohan, I’d spend all my time looking in the mirror.

But what am I? I pulled out my arm, which had been hidden underwater, and looked at it. Only a pathetic forearm was visible. I shouldn’t have looked. Damn it. Why is it so unsightly? Still, if I look closely, I do have some muscle. My stamina and body aren’t weak either. I’ve eaten well and lived well. I’ve never been sick. I’m healthy.

“Maybe I should have just eaten dinner.”

It’s all because of this small mouth. Yes, it’s all because of this. That’s why I didn’t grow taller. And why I didn’t gain weight.

I slapped my annoying mouth with my palm. Looking at my pathetic body made me want to die of embarrassment, so I buried my nose back in the bathtub water. It wasn’t just about being tall. Moreover, the pathetic struggle of my face heating up whenever I mentioned my height was my secret alone.

My height was 1 centimeter taller in the early morning than in the morning, afternoon, or evening. So I set my height based on that 1 centimeter taller measurement. I didn’t lie. I didn’t.

But Go Yohan had shortened his height. He said his height was shorter than 192cm. How annoying.

As an outlet for my frustration, I slapped the water surface with my palm. I guess I’ve washed enough. The pain that had been throbbing since dawn had significantly subsided. Anyway, my recovery is incredibly fast.

I slowly stood up to drain the cooling water. And I simply had to reach out and pull the plug, but I failed. It was because the door suddenly burst open. I hastily sat down to cover my naked body, only to hit my butt in the bathtub. Moreover, I fumbled, and the back of my head went under, causing my bare legs to flail outside the tub.

I was able to get out of the bathtub thanks to a force pulling my arm. My forcibly raised upper body heaved as I gasped for air, and water that had filled my nose and mouth came out with coughs.

“Cough! Ugh, cough!”

First, I grabbed whatever I could reach and desperately spat out water from my stinging eyes and nose. When I calmed down a bit, I realized what I was touching. It was thin fabric. Fabric? In the bathroom? My eyes, which must have been disgustingly red by now, looked up.

Go Yohan was there. And he was fully dressed. His hair was all wet, as if he had showered in my room, and…

And Go Yohan was looking down at me again with a look of contempt.

“Are you trying to crack your head open and die?”

“No! You, ugh, you suddenly came, cough, in…”

“Your skin’s red.”

He wasn’t listening to me again. Go Yohan lightly caressed my back with his fingers. Then he rubbed my spine and shoulder blades, looking quite displeased.

“W-why, ahem, why did you suddenly come in?”

“You were in there for too long, I thought you drowned.”

“Ouch. Ah, it hurts.”

Go Yohan’s fingertips slipped under my shoulder blade. I twisted my body at the strange sensation, then suddenly realized I was naked and hastily brought my legs together. Go Yohan, still examining something, grabbed my arm with his hand and firmly stroked downwards. And finally, he pulled his hand away and examined my wrist from outside the bathtub.

“I didn’t know you were really about to die.”

“What. You… it was because of you.”

“Why?”

“You suddenly came in while I was washing.”

“Then, Junie, if you went to a public bath, would you fall over like this every time someone came in?”

“I’ve never been.”

“Are you hurt anywhere?”

It was a kind question, unlike the person who had casually ignored my words. My anger melted away at his words. I avoided looking at his action of intertwining his fingers with mine as he stroked my body. He opened his right hand, placed my hand on top of it, and then placed his hand on top of mine.

I’m truly hopeless.

If I recall, Go Yohan has never apologized to me. However, I understood because Go Yohan had paid the price for me himself. That’s just the way my love is, and I have no complaints about my decision now. That’s just the kind of person I am. If someone who stirs my emotions to the point of overflowing just glances at me with affectionate eyes, I wag my tail like a foolish dog.

It’s funny that my rather indifferent personality and the way I love are at odds, but what can I do about being born this way? I focused on my hand being rubbed between Go Yohan’s palms. I moistened my dry lips with my tongue and continued speaking as if nothing was wrong, purposely not pulling my hand away.

“My butt hurts a bit, but it’s okay since I didn’t fall too hard.”

“Does it hurt? Should oppa kiss it better for you?”

“……”

“Should oppa’s hand make it all better?”

“What ‘oppa’?”

I snorted at Go Yohan’s absurd words.

“Let’s speak clearly. Honestly, I’m your hyung, aren’t I? You were born later than me.”

“You have an old man complex.”

“I’m just stating the facts.”

“So, should I call you hyung?”

“…No.”

“Hyung.”

I felt strangely drawn in. A foreboding feeling that I should absolutely not be called ‘hyung’ by Go Yohan made me shake my head wildly from side to side. Go Yohan tightened his right hand and gently bent my fingers backward. It was more refreshing than painful, and the sensation traveled up my arm, resonating through my spine.

“Hyung, do you like the thought of eating a young one?”

As the contact lengthened, my face grew hotter and hotter. Go Yohan’s eyes were still on my face, but I, like a thief caught red-handed, pulled my knees closer to my chest.

“That’s enough, please leave.”

Why are you here? I didn’t want to show Go Yohan my pathetically thin shoulders or my thin forearms. But what I wanted to hide even more was my penis, which was reacting to Go Yohan without his knowledge.

Yes, Kang Jun also has instincts. The fact that I want to die of embarrassment because of it, but anyway, I have them. I do. But at least I don’t want Go Yohan to find out about my instincts. So, with the hand that wasn’t caught, I desperately pushed Go Yohan’s white T-shirt. But f*ck, why, why did it only move a little?

Only my hand gets wet, and that’s it. Go Yohan looked at my chest, which was wet from my hand, then smirked and bent my held fingers even deeper.

“No. What if you fall again? I’m just worried about you.”

Is that something to say with a smile? A look of contempt naturally directed itself at Go Yohan’s face.

“Then you’re going to stay here?”

“Why not? It’s good for me, isn’t it? I get to see a good show.”

“My body isn’t much of a show, so please just leave.”

“That’s your opinion. My opinion is a bit different.”

As he said that, Go Yohan’s gaze slowly moved downwards. No. Crazy.

I put the hand that was pushing Go Yohan into the water and forcibly pressed down on my penis, which had risen. But Go Yohan’s gaze didn’t leave my upper body. With my penis pressed down, I followed Go Yohan’s gaze again. It landed on my wet chest.

“What are you…”

What are you looking at? The question was swallowed by the steam. It was because Go Yohan’s left hand reached out before I could block it, pressed my weakened, wet nipple with his finger, and then pushed it upwards.

“Ah…”

My head spun. I tried to pull my body back, but Go Yohan tugged on my tightly clasped hands, pulling me forward instead. I tried to lift my free hand, but a strange sensation made me quickly lower it. Ever since Go Yohan entered, ever since I became aware of his presence, I had to hide my aroused penis.

Go Yohan now playfully pushed and pulled the protruding part with his four fingers. Because of that, my swollen penis trembled subtly, and my body lost all strength.

“St-stop, stop it. I’m going to finish washing and get out.”

There was no answer to my warning. As I, flustered, squirmed to avoid Go Yohan’s touch, he finally raised his head and met my gaze. Go Yohan’s pupils were turbidly dark in the center of his whites. Seeing those eyes, I had to give up.

“…”

“…”

Still unable to abandon my lingering hope, I made one last denial.

“…You’re not going to do it here, are you?”

“Jun.”

“The situation here isn’t right. Maybe later. At night, in bed.”

“Didn’t any other bastards say they wanted to suck yours?”

“What are you talking about?!”

Just for a moment, please, just for a moment. I cried out, but Go Yohan stepped into the bathtub fully clothed. The precariously overflowing water couldn’t withstand Go Yohan’s bulk and weight, spilling out onto the floor.

Go Yohan, now sitting in front of me, pushed my captured arm towards me. My arm, tightly held by Go Yohan, bent inward towards my neck. Because of this, I found myself in a position where I was choking myself.

“Hey, Go Yohan.”

“What.”

Go Yohan’s clothes were thoroughly soaked; his pants darkened, and his T-shirt became transparent, revealing his upper body completely. His firm chest and well-defined muscles were visible even when I tried not to look.

He was crazy. So was I, and Go Yohan was a bit strange too. His half-crazed gaze was uncomfortable. A gaze filled with something heavily melted approached me. I pushed my body back to avoid Go Yohan, but my back eventually hit the end of the bathtub.

In my anxiety, I raised my head and looked at Go Yohan. Two emotions surged within me: a very small sense of defiance and an overwhelmingly large lust. It wasn’t a game I could win anyway.

However, to protect my last shred of pride, I tightened my knees even more. Finally, my legs pressed tightly together between my body and Go Yohan’s. Go Yohan, approaching, raised an eyebrow and lowered his gaze.

“Jun, spread them for a moment.”

Damn it, I flushed and turned my body to the left. But that turned out to be a mistake. The problem was that my hand was stuck between my legs.

“…I don’t want to move my legs.”

It was a desperate plea. I was, in my own way, earnest. But Go Yohan mercilessly grabbed my submerged knee with his left hand.

“No, I said no.”

I frantically shook my head. But if Go Yohan were to grant my earnest request, he wouldn’t be Go Yohan.

1. Go Yohan is bad.

Go Yohan forcefully spread my grabbed knee. And he inserted his body into the gap between my spread legs. Thus, my legs were wide open, bewildered, with Go Yohan in the middle. Go Yohan, with his waist firmly pressed against my thighs, leaned forward, then suddenly furrowed his brows.

I want to cry. Please, no. Please, let it not be.

Go Yohan, who had lifted his waist just enough not to come out of my knees, let out a hollow laugh. Then he repositioned himself and gently pressed his lower body against mine. A firm sensation pressed against my penis.

“How can I trust you when you’re like this?”

“…”

“You say you don’t want it, but why is this standing up?”

Damn, crazy, hell. My face was hot and my head spun. Not only was my lower body situation exposed, but the heavy sensation reaching my belly button from below, in the water, further tormented my aroused body. The warm, firm sensation shifted its position, pressing against my belly with every movement of his waist.

But I couldn’t tear my eyes away from Go Yohan’s face. Watching Go Yohan slowly lower his waist, I unconsciously lifted my own. My mouth went dry.

When Go Yohan’s lips came closer, I hesitated and parted mine. But Go Yohan arched his back and removed the body that had been pressing down on mine. The lips that should have approached moved away. Go Yohan moved through the water and knelt. The water that hadn’t spilled completely splashed loudly out of the tub like waves and fell into the drain.

In that short time, Go Yohan’s hand, which had been holding mine, released its grip. Before I could say anything, Go Yohan’s hand went into the water and moved towards my two legs, which were aimlessly wandering. My buttocks dragged on the bottom, then I felt my body briefly float. It felt as if the water was pushing my body.

Soon after, a rough fabric touched beneath my buttocks.

“…”

“You float along so well.”

I ended up sitting on Go Yohan’s kneeling thighs. Go Yohan laughed, holding my waist. Then he suddenly lowered his head. Go Yohan’s forehead lightly bumped against my chest. His wet hair clung to my chest like a scar, then slowly lifted away.

How itchy it was. I unconsciously lifted my waist.

“Oh, really.”

Go Yohan couldn’t stop laughing at my movement and released the arm that had been holding my waist. My back, having lost its support, tilted further back. I looked behind me, fearing I might fall backward. Fortunately, the bathtub wall directly behind me prevented such a mishap.

Go Yohan repeatedly grabbed and released my fearful waist strongly, as if to scare me.

“Wh-what are you doing?”

I was flustered by Go Yohan’s sudden actions. I alternated between looking at his inexplicable gestures and his still-smiling face.

“Are you scared of this?”

“N-no.”

Go Yohan gave a wide smile and pulled my body right up to his face. And stopped just before we collided. What the hell was he trying to do? Since I didn’t know his intentions, my reactions were clumsy.

I glanced around, then, in an awkward posture, grabbed Go Yohan’s neck and ear. I just grabbed whatever my hands reached. Go Yohan, held by me, paused with wide eyes for a moment, then burst into laughter at a truly unexpected moment.

“Ah, I’m going crazy.”

“…Did I do something wrong?”

“No. Hold my ear tightly.”

Judging by his reaction, I probably did do something wrong. Go Yohan casually pulled my hand, which was holding his ear, and kissed the back of my hand. It seemed chapped, as the rough surface of his lips scraped against the softened skin of my hand.

Go Yohan released my hand. And without giving me time to stop him, he grabbed my waist again and pulled me towards him. My waist, held by Go Yohan, hurt as if it would break, but I endured it, seeing Go Yohan’s enjoyment.

Go Yohan’s hand, sliding up my arm, stopped at my chest and then moved down again. My ribs were firmly held by Go Yohan’s hand, and Go Yohan closed his eyes and buried his face in my chest. That hot, slippery flesh then licked the chest he had been tormenting with his hand.

“…!”

Surprised by the sudden pleasure, I sharply straightened my waist. Then the thick tongue that had been licking my nipple disappeared, leaving only a stinging pain as he bit around it.

“Ah… it hurts!”

I placed my hand on Go Yohan’s forehead and pushed hard. But Go Yohan didn’t budge, only letting out a sly laugh and pressing his lips tightly against my chest. The protruding tip entered a hot, lukewarm space and trembled violently.

Go Yohan slowly closed his eyes. And the only sounds in the steam-filled bathroom were the sounds of flesh being bitten and sucked.

I bit my lip and dropped my forehead onto Go Yohan’s head. My hands tightly gripped Go Yohan’s shoulders instead of his neck, and with every forceful pull from Go Yohan, I arched my back, putting all my effort into suppressing my moans.

“Ha…”

The slurping sounds loudly pounded in my head.

Go Yohan’s crown smelled of soap. Sometimes it smelled like musk, or like the mossy scent of a forest after rain. Other guys just smelled sour.

With moist sounds, water clung and detached. A transparent liquid stretched long between Go Yohan’s lips and my reddened, swollen flesh, then broke. Each time, the muscles below my tailbone and far below my belly button twitched violently as if stars were exploding, then subsided, leaving faint traces.

I moved my arm, smelling the rain in the steam. I loosened my grip on his shoulders and dug deeper, wrapping my arms around his long neck. Thanks to that, his high nose was pressed against my chest. I, in my own way, got my revenge. Because it’s unfair for only me to be tormented.

But Go Yohan looked up at me with an amused gaze.

“Jun’s getting bold.”

With every movement of his tongue and every blink of his closed eyes, his jaw changed direction, and his high nose bridge also shifted. Go Yohan snorted briefly and then extended his tongue, visibly swollen nipple. I twisted my waist, feeling every sensation in my body. I’m going crazy.

Suddenly, I felt my nose get wet and swallowed my breath, and my eyelids stung as if I had inhaled something wrong. Even then, I slowly tickled Go Yohan’s ear with my hand. A drop of water from my hand fell and rested in his clean earlobe.

Conversely, looking at his earlobe, messy with scars, I swallowed hard, feeling lust surge up from near my penis.

Kang Soohyun is a liar too. Why is this ear ugly?

His standards are so low that he likes some weird font called Wadangcheon or something. He’s a science major himself, but he acts like he knows everything. Anyway, he’s just a generally bad guy.

“Goyo…han.”

“Eh?”

Go Yohan moved his lips and responded. I instantly clenched the hand that was stroking his earlobe. It was almost a reflex. My legs, which had naturally bent from sitting on Go Yohan’s knees, also twitched quickly once. The pleasure Go Yohan’s tongue gave was closer to a sweetening pleasure than a constricting one.