Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 151

My body lifted. In the midst of my swaying, my arm was caught. A firm hand pulled my arm and placed it behind my neck. My slightly sweaty, fluttering hair buried itself in my collarbone. In an instant, the scent I loved drenched me. Ah, Go Yohan was in my arms.

My body went limp as if intoxicated by the scent. Then, what I thought had reached its limit pushed further inside. I was seated on Go Yohan’s thighs, my legs extended behind Go Yohan, bending inwards. The blanket rustled along my toes.

“Ah, ahhh…”

The empty space was filled tightly without a single gap. Go Yohan, gripping my waist and hips as if they would burst, lifted my body with force and thrust down without hesitation. My hands instinctively sought Go Yohan’s back. I stroked, and slid. Touching Go Yohan’s scars was more urgent than covering my mouth. Although I kept my mouth shut, thinking it was embarrassing to moan, short gasps of “Ah, haa, ah” couldn’t be helped as my mouth involuntarily opened every time he pounded from below.

“…Look at me.”

At those words, I only blinked weakly, and Go Yohan tilted his head back first. The hand gripping my waist pressed my body tightly against his penis, then gripped my back firmly, leaving no room for escape. My insides felt so full I thought I would burst and die. From the twisted angle, a thrilling sensation rose from a certain rubbed area. My hamstrings trembled in small spasms.

“Yo-Yohan ah… I feel like I’m going to die, I feel like I’m going to die…”

Please let me down. That’s what I said with that in mind. But Go Yohan pulled me deeper instead.

His tongue slowly licked below my eye. Ah, his moist, warm flesh gently touched my tear-soaked cheek. I half-opened my eyes and looked down, and Go Yohan, licking my tears like a cat with his tongue out, looked sensual. He kept licking my eyes, making me anxious. So much so that it was agonizing for me. Go Yohan carefully licked my tears, and sometimes he would kiss my chin and suck them.

“Yohan, ah…”

“Damn it.”

Intoxicated by that face, I first gripped his neck firmly and lowered his head further. Moist lips met. They overlapped, and the tongues that were about to come out mingled. Kisses always taste salty. Is it because I cried? Go Yohan, who looked a little surprised, slowly closed his eyes. I closed mine too.

Go Yohan’s kisses were always careful, and even when they improved, we were still clumsy. It didn’t suit his face at all. Go Yohan’s heat, which touched me faintly, was the same. His mingled tongue made a squelching sound, and Go Yohan then bit and pulled on my lower lip. His lips, once separated, traced down my neck. My wet downy hairs stood on end. His lips, which had kissed me multiple times, moved down to bite my collarbone, then sucked somewhere on my chest.

“…”

I lifted the hand that was on Go Yohan’s neck and bit it. My mind felt like it would explode. Soon, my thoughts stopped. The large hand that had been gripping my hips tightly began to thrust violently. My vision shook wildly, and I clung to Go Yohan’s neck to keep from falling. The blunt tip pulled out, then thrust back in violently, feeling alien. Each time, my inner wall, touched by it, gave me an unfamiliar sensation.

“Ju-Just a moment. Eut, I, I feel like I’m going to go crazy… Slo-slowly…”

“Yes, I like you, I like you. Fuck… Fucking I like you.”

“Ah, augh…!”

I couldn’t think of anything. I didn’t know what Go Yohan was saying, I didn’t know what I was doing. Even when I tried desperately to close my mouth, my strength gave out, and if I turned my head, I felt like I would drool. I just didn’t know. As he pounded wildly, I kept tightening my bottom, but all I could think was that I wanted him to thrust in more.

“If you, if you hadn’t tripped Han Junwoo then… If you hadn’t played that dirty trick, that dirty trick, I would have just been fucked a few times and that would have been it…”

“…Eut.”

“It’s your fault… It’s all your fault. If you hadn’t done that…”

My toes curled, and my knees involuntarily lifted. Go Yohan’s body collapsed as if to press down on mine. The crumpled sheet on my back rubbed against me. When his hot lips bit my ear and then my shoulder, the stimulation grew even stronger. The greatest pleasure was Go Yohan’s rough breathing. Every time it touched my earlobe, my inner wall tightened.

“Ugh.”

Go Yohan grimaced. Even amidst that, I thought his face was too sexy. The moment he finally thrust all the way in, I reached out and wrapped my arms around the body in front of me. My stiff body twisted, gripping his back and neck. His rough skin touched my fingertips.

“Heuk!”

My inner wall tightened madly, and I distinctly felt the vivid, squelching movements inside.

Go Yohan, Go Yohan. Go Yohan’s sweat, scent, temperature. All of it filled me. My penis, which had already ejaculated everything, pitifully dripped its last fluid. My head felt numb, as if I was experiencing burnout.

“Haa… Haa…”

A heavy weight pressed down on my entire body. I let my body, which wouldn’t budge, relax. Only Go Yohan’s breathing was heard in my ears. His penis, still not pulled out, trembled faintly as if to pour the remaining semen into me. I couldn’t even wipe my tear-soaked cheeks, only gasping for breath.

Then a long sigh was heard, and his sweaty, sticky body pulled away. Go Yohan sat up and met my eyes. I sniffled, yet I didn’t avoid his gaze. I just kept looking at Go Yohan, who was sitting up, quietly catching his breath, and looking down at me.

“…Fuck, if I had known that being covered in semen would look this beautiful.”

“…”

“I probably wouldn’t have stopped just a few times.”

To think that was all he said, with a self-deprecating laugh.

“Why, of all things, do you cry when you get turned on? It’s so hot.”

Since his arms were long, he could reach my cheek with just a slight bend. His hand, slowly wiping my face, was gentle. It was absurd. He was so mercilessly thrusting with his lower body, and yet. I closed my eyes, feeling Go Yohan’s touch. Then I let out an involuntary chuckle and said,

“Just pull out…”

My voice, hoarse from straining my throat so much, was awful. But ironically, a languor came over me. I didn’t want to do anything, didn’t even want to lift a finger. The bed shook as Go Yohan moved slightly. I felt something slide out from between my legs. When the blunt tip caught, twisted for a moment, and came out with a ‘pop’ sound, I wanted to get up and run away immediately. I slowly opened my eyes, and Go Yohan, holding the condom, looked at it helplessly, then just threw it on the floor.

His outstretched hand, his sweaty body, everything was sexy.

Suddenly, I thought it was a relief that Go Yohan’s first experience was with me. When Go Yohan, who had been in position and looking down at my still panting crotch, pressed it firmly with his thumb, I wanted to kick him immediately. But I didn’t have the energy.

“You’re still fluttering, you.”

“I really hope you die.”

“How was it, taking my virginity?”

“Please…”

As my mind calmly settled, I replayed the words Go Yohan had said in the middle of our bodies mingling. I wasn’t in my right mind, but I had heard them clearly.

My body was stuck to the bed, unable to move. But I tried to collect myself.

Go Yohan grinned and gently stroked the trembling crevice, which still seemed alive, with his fingertips. It was as if he was soothing a wounded spot. Honestly, his touch made it sting more. And looking at the subtly subdued Go Yohan, I vaguely realized why Go Yohan had cried when we first had sex.

My violently heaving chest slowly subsided. Go Yohan’s hand, tormenting my crotch, didn’t stop. You bastard. Even when I glared, Go Yohan only shrugged. His face, still full of mischief, was annoying. Haa. In the end, I sighed and gave up trying to shake Go Yohan off. I painfully opened my eyes, which were slowly trying to close, and opened my heavy mouth.

“Go Yohan.”

“Why.”

“…How did you know?”

The answer came much later.

“What.”

While Go Yohan hesitated to answer, I thought a lot. I was dazed, and my mind was in a whirl. After thinking for a long time, I cautiously opened my mouth.

“When you were fighting, I grabbed Han Junwoo’s uniform and pulled him back.”

The hand that had been tormenting the opened crevice stopped abruptly. His eyes, which had been looking at me, wavered. I was about to continue speaking, then took another breath. My exhausted body found it hard to speak at length.

“How did you know?”

The stopped hand moved again. As if playing a prank, it opened and pressed, diverting his gaze. Go Yohan, who had just been looking at my crotch without answering, finally opened his mouth.

“It’s obvious when someone falls backward even without feeling a touch.”

“…”

“Did you think you could fool even me, the person involved?”

I had nothing to say. I pouted my lips and looked at my right hand. Then I lowered my arm and slowly sat up, supporting myself with my elbow. Every time I moved, my joints and tailbone hurt as if they were broken. Ugh… As I grimaced, Go Yohan quickly grabbed my waist and helped me up. And so, our faces met.

Go Yohan filled my vision. At that moment, Go Yohan had to win somehow. Even for my perfect future. But Go Yohan knew that. I let out a hollow laugh. He didn’t say anything, so I thought no one knew.

“I thought I wouldn’t get caught.”

“You shouldn’t have gotten caught.”

“…Anyway, even if I hadn’t done that, you would have won.”

At my words, Go Yohan nudged the blanket and grumbled discontentedly.

“Yeah, but why did you do that? …You don’t know how confused I was because of you then.”

“…”

“You don’t know, damn it.”

This time, he gripped the blanket in his hand, then opened his hand as if throwing it, and slowly opened his mouth.

“After that, you suddenly acted friendly to me, treated me kindly, and you have no idea how weird I was then. It was clear you wanted something from me. What is it? Why is he like this? Damn it, even then, it was like that. Yeah, even then, if you came over, I had some intention of forgiving you…”

“Go Yohan.”

“Why, fuck.”

“When did you start hating Han Junwoo?”