Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 150

I exhaled again and nodded. My tilted neck rubbed wildly against the blanket. He advanced and entered again.

My inner wall was slowly filled. As I focused all my senses on the sensation, I could distinctly feel my body moving to accept the foreign object. It clung tightly, as if trying to remember the shape it was filling. At that pressure, I involuntarily lifted my heels. Just when I thought it was spread to its limit again, the opening that was biting Go Yohan tightened sharply. Crazy, even I thought it was like it was urging him to come in further.

“…Ugh.”

Go Yohan’s low groan was heard. He stopped advancing again. Actually, I had also put more force into tightening it, with a little resentment in my heart. I naturally thought that was how it was.

“This time, what, what else… Damn it.”

“Heueu… What then?”

Even though I was groaning, I couldn’t stop asking questions. My selfish desires boiled wildly. A little resentment for not falling in love at first sight was mixed in.

“Ha. What about being white?”

Go Yohan, who understood my meaning despite deeply furrowing his brows, opened his mouth.

“As if he… was different, damn it. Annoying… while acting annoying, he’d just give off a good scent, but, ah…”

“Eut…”

“Jun-ah. You… clench so tight.”

Go Yohan grimaced and let out a hot breath. He seemed truly in pain, placing his hand near the folds of skin and forcibly spreading the opening that was biting his own. Thanks to that, a scream almost escaped my lips.

“Don’t spread it, I said don’t spread it.”

“If I don’t spread it, mine’s going to get cut off.”

“It’s not a joke, it really hurts… Ah!”

Go Yohan frantically fumbled on the bed for the gel. And he scattered cold gel between the tightly joined parts. He forcibly pushed the slippery liquid into the widened gap and gently rotated his hips. Go Yohan’s shape adhered to the entrance, felt delicately one by one. In the moment Go Yohan’s hand slipped, the closed opening tightly gripped the penis it had just bitten again. It was absolutely not intentional.

I focused all my attention on my feet, which had no strength. At least I tried not to put force on the joint that was biting Go Yohan. I subtly twisted my waist to prevent him from entering little by little, then asked frantically.

“So, did you hate me?”

“Jun-ah, please, now… please, can’t I just put it in…?”

“Not yet. Absolutely not.”

I desperately shook my head. If so, I might really die. Yours is too big. Words that weren’t connected or properly pronounced spilled out wildly, and tears streamed down my trembling face. Go Yohan, whose eyes met mine, bit his lip. His penis, which had been subtly pushing in, stopped and only pulsed greatly. Go Yohan’s fingers, slippery with gel, touched my opening again.

“…Yeah. Fucking, I hated you.”

At those words, my tense body relaxed, and more tears streamed out. I looked up at Go Yohan, unable to wipe my tears, and asked,

“Why… why?”

“Because you weren’t interested in me.”

Go Yohan suddenly raised his head and looked at my tear-streaked face.

A strange shadow fell across his delicate, picturesque, melancholy face. He finally seemed to be breathing normally, but the way he subtly closed his eyes and panted, as if suppressing something, was maddeningly seductive. His thick, delicately layered eyelashes, and his shoulders, now glistening with sweat…

“In first year, fuck, even when our eyes met, you acted like a stranger, and unlike other kids… you should have talked to me. You, fuck, you didn’t talk to me, fuck, why didn’t you talk to me? Why! To me! Why, in second year… when I was in the same class as you. Okay, I saw you were a shy bastard, so I let it slide once, but I tried to play a prank… I played a prank, but you, fuck, you didn’t even notice, you weren’t interested in me, you were only kind to that Han Junwoo, that bastard… To me, fuck…”

I was also lost in admiration, looking at his body, which was like a work of art.

Truly, I was desperate to have that physique. When I thought of the reality that that body was desperate to enter mine, I could distinctly feel the folds of skin biting my penis twitching. And Go Yohan, who was groaning again, grabbing my knee.

I asked, but I couldn’t properly hear the answer. The muscles, loosened from being touched so much, opened a gap again. Go Yohan didn’t miss it. His hips, which had been thrusting his penis into me, slowly moved. The heavy mass firmly inside pressed against my inner wall in a different direction. I instantly tilted my head back and gasped. Because of that, my hips lifted. In that gap, Go Yohan’s hand moved. The space between my waist and hip bone was gripped so hard it might bruise. He held my slightly lifted body, and Go Yohan slowly lifted his knees. From below, my inner wall was increasingly filled tightly from bottom to top.

“Ah…!”

“It was obvious that Han Junwoo, that bastard, was ignoring you… You had no interest in me, you dog-like bastard. I really wanted to kill you, kill you. You arrogant, annoying bastard, who thinks he’s kind, fuck, that Han Junwoo, that bastard, who’s only kind to him, why to me, why didn’t I notice, really fuck, not even knowing my way home is too much…! I wanted you to suffer, ugh, I acted like that, but.”

What is it to forcibly open a hole and then enter again? Now I couldn’t even hear Go Yohan’s voice. Words that were off-topic from my question, words I hadn’t even asked, were flowing out, but they didn’t register in my ears. Go Yohan frantically shoved his penis into the opened gap. I knew this would happen. I knew he would shove it in so mercilessly. The penis, filling me completely and pushing in, finally pressed hard on a certain spot.

“Heut…!”

My tightly clenched mouth instantly opened, letting out a moan.

“You dog-like, ill-mannered bastard. You’re a real bastard, like that, and yet… I imagined fucking you until you tore apart, damn it, that I’d make you die under me, more than that idiot Han Junwoo, I, I more, so… first, I’d be gentle, and seduce you… Ah, damn it…”

“Ah… ugh…”

“No matter how much you cry and beg for mercy, I won’t, fuck… forgive you, I’ll fuck you until you’re on the verge of death…”

The slowly pushing pressure was endless. My stomach felt like it would burst. It felt like my body was completely filled, making it hard to breathe. My organs felt tightly packed and stirred, causing agony. My erogenous zones, hidden somewhere in my inner wall, felt completely crushed. The hand gripping my waist pressed my body hard onto the bed. Pleasure, trembling down to my toes, mingled.

My already dark vision grew darker. My legs lifted higher, and my waist lifted. Thick, long arms were propped on either side of my face. Go Yohan bent down and leaned over me, propping his arms on my body. As my waist lifted, the junction came into view. Amidst my chaotic vision, I realized that Go Yohan’s was still not even halfway in.

Crazy, fuck. I was already out of my mind.

“…Just, just half more… I’ll put it in.”

“No, I don’t want…!”

But Go Yohan also seemed to be out of his mind. His eyes, when they met mine, were unfocused. Why did I ask a question he wouldn’t listen to anyway? He wasn’t even waiting for my answer. His body, which had been leaning over me as if to press me down, lifted, and his uncontrolled hand unrestrainedly swept down my waist. After stroking my skin for a long time, it moved down, then gripped my thighs and pelvis firmly. And as I breathed rapidly in fear, an immense pain erupted with a strong pressing sensation.

“Ah, ah!”

I feel like I’m going to die. I really feel like I’m going to die. I’m going to die. I might die. My bottom hurt so much. It felt like Go Yohan’s was filled up to just below my neck. I could feel his rough pubic hair through my thin skin. Only then did I clearly realize that Go Yohan was fully inside me.

“Ju-Just, just a little…”

My mouth wouldn’t close. The heat I felt on the skin below was driving me crazy. I could hear my heartbeat inside my body. My overly sensitive inner walls felt everything of the tightly gripped penis. When Go Yohan grabbed my legs and lifted them, the angle twisted, poking a strange spot and causing agony. Tears streamed down. At the same time, the pressure that had risen as if to pierce my intestines slowly receded. The opening, which had been stretched to its limit, contracted. With a squelching sound, his firm penis came out. It was so tightly adhered that I could feel every single protruding vein. It’s coming out, it’s coming out. My stuffy insides sank, and I was off guard.

Go Yohan’s penis stopped abruptly, halfway out. Ah. What was it? Amidst my hazy and dizzy state, the penis that had been resting there violently thrust back in. I heard the sound of flesh slapping together. I couldn’t even finish breathing and just trembled. Go Yohan, who swayed his hips as if stumbling, grabbed my thigh again.

“Fuck, it’s sticking so tight…”

After that, we were practically animals.

The blunt tip frantically thrust in and out. Sometimes, when it hit a certain spot, I almost screamed from the pain, and other times, a strong pleasure erupted that messed with my head. The former was so painful that I twisted my waist. It was an unavoidable instinct. Because it hurt, it hurt so much. When I subtly raised my hips, his thick glans instantly crushed a certain area.

“Ah, ugh.”

And when he pulled out again, I opened my mouth to stop Go Yohan, but

“Ju-Just, just a moment…”

I uttered strange sounds, so I humiliatingly shut my mouth. Go Yohan’s eyes were unfocused. He thrust his hips violently while raising his hands and frantically groping my chest and body. Especially when he touched my protruding nipples, I involuntarily tensed my abdomen hard. Go Yohan, whose penis was tightly squeezed by the air deep inside my intestines, paused for a moment, then groaned. Then he looked down at my flat stomach and said,

“You… it goes all the way here. Do you know?”

He didn’t stop talking, pushing his hips and slowly entering. The flat skin just below my belly button suddenly swelled. The moment I saw that, my lower abdomen twisted and trembled. Only Go Yohan slowly pulled it out and put it back in, as if observing it. When my skin moved upwards, my penis shook once, then dripped transparent white fluid drop by drop. When a tingling sensation pricked it once, it poured out. My vision blurred more and more every time I saw that sight.

“Ah, your insides are too narrow.”

Then I heard him softly curse, and he got up again and leaned over me. Go Yohan’s presence and warmth pressed down on me. My waist arched painfully, and my hips naturally lifted. My upper body was pulled further down. As my posture twisted, the flesh inside me frantically crushed the pleasure spots. Just before a scream erupted, I let go of the blanket and covered my mouth.

Tears streamed down like crazy.

Flesh slapped violently against flesh. Every time Go Yohan’s stomach and my lower body separated, sticky, opaque liquid stretched and made lewd sounds. My penis, swaying without support, endlessly ejaculated white fluid onto my stomach every time it was pressed hard.

I wanted to reach out and touch it, rub it, right now. That’s all I could think about. With tears streaming, I moved my hand, which wasn’t covering my mouth, to grab my penis. But in the moment my fingertips lightly touched it, Go Yohan snatched my hand.

I glared at Go Yohan, resentfully. But Go Yohan pressed my hand down.

“Haa, come while you’re being fucked.”

Then, as always, he taunted me with a sarcastic and playful tone.

“Come with mine. It seems quite delicious, seeing how you’re clenching so tight, not letting it out at all.”

I wanted to curse him, call him a bastard, but if I opened my mouth, I felt a moan would escape. He was just fucking me without any skill, and I didn’t know how he could last so long, I just wanted to touch my front wildly and come first. So I briefly loosened my hand and pleaded.

“I, ah, I want to come. I, I want to come first. Please. Please.”

I lowered the hand that had been covering my mouth to grab it, but it was caught again. Even twisting hard, it was pressed down tightly and wouldn’t budge. Now I didn’t even have a hand to stop my moans. I instantly realized my mistake and cried even more.

“Let go, heu!”

“Fuck, it’s your, fault. Ugh, it’s your fault.”

“Let go of this… Ah, ah! Uh!”

“Because you were white… because you were white… standing so nobly among the trash, fuck, I thought you were just an idiot who was stupidly kind and would just get taken advantage of by others, so I was careful with you…! How much I, how much I treated you well. Turns out you were a more gloomy and black-hearted bastard than those crow-like bastards.”

“Augh!”

“If you, if I had known you were that kind of bastard beforehand, beforehand… I, fuck.”

The penis, mercilessly thrusting in as if to tear my body apart, crushed everything, erogenous zone or not, so my mouth involuntarily opened just from it pushing in. It hurt, pleasure erupted, and my mind went blank. The world shook wildly, my hips slapped violently, it stung, and I felt dizzy. I was turning into an idiot. I wanted to touch my front. I wanted to touch it to death and come.

“Please, please… Please, pleaaase… Eut, ugh!”

“Jun, Jun-ah… Why, why did you do that then? To me, why.”

“Heut, hak!”

The hand that had been gripping my wrist tightly suddenly stroked down the inside of my thigh. Every time the hot sensation brushed against my sensitive skin, my thoughts vanished like scattered air. It climbed up my hip joint and firmly gripped the space between my waist and buttocks. I didn’t even have time to ask what he was doing.