Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 149

His knee subtly entered the bed. His index finger still pressed firmly with his canine tooth, looking down at my crotch. Oh. I quickly lowered my hand, but Go Yohan had already seen my state. It wasn’t like my fingers could cover it anyway. My face, which had been pretending not to notice, with my palm between my last raised legs, flushed hot. Go Yohan looked explicitly at the covered space between my legs and turned up the corner of his mouth.

“We should use both.”

No, I don’t think that’s a good idea.

Before I could stop him, Go Yohan knelt on the bed beneath me. His dark red penis hung against the white sheet, utterly vulgar. First, I had to sit up. If I sat up, I’d buy some time. With that thought, I propped myself up on one elbow.

Of course, it was a mistake. I should have lowered my legs first. I should have thought about what would be exposed if I raised my knees. Inexperienced, I was only focused on covering my crotch. I realized my mistake when Go Yohan’s fingers, noticeably long, especially his thumb, suddenly thrust into my butt crack, pressing and spreading a part I had never touched before.

“Ah…!”

A nasal sound I absolutely didn’t want to make escaped. It was so sudden. Go Yohan, beyond my knees, was still grinning, focusing on the area he might soon use. His playful touch was felt entirely, and very largely. He hooked his fingertips into the crevice, spread it like a flick, and placed his fingers under the folds of skin, gathering them up. Throughout his teasing, Go Yohan kept grinning and laughing.

“Heueu…”

This bastard. My throat felt parched. I tried to lower my knees to stop his teasing, but when they were halfway down, Go Yohan’s arm blocked them. It was even worse. Go Yohan, who had grabbed my hamstrings with his left hand, pressed down so I couldn’t lower my feet at all.

“Hey, Go-Go Yohan.”

There was no answer.

My hips, which had also been raised, sank back into the bed as if slammed, and my private parts were fully exposed. They were clearly visible in Go Yohan’s line of sight, as his eyes grew even more excited. My thighs, pressed by Go Yohan’s arm, pressed against my chest. I gave up on trying to sit up, as my body wouldn’t obey, and raised my arms to stop Go Yohan, but I couldn’t reach him. The only thing I could touch was the arm pressing me down.

“It’s okay. I trimmed my nails short.”

And that was the answer I heard much later.

I wanted to kill Go Yohan. His thumb pressed firmly over the definite opening and pushed down hard. That ticklish sensation subtly scratched inside me, then slowly climbed up my nerves and made my crotch harden. It was the worst to have to watch my own penis, twitching due to the forcibly pressed posture, without any filter.

I struggled to press down on Go Yohan’s arm, which I had barely managed to grab. But while I was holding and pushing away Go Yohan’s arm, there was a rustling sound, and a cold sensation touched the skin between my buttocks. Zzzzzzz—. Something was squeezed hard, and the slowly sliding liquid traced a curve, then dripped down below my tailbone.

“Hey, hey!”

“Yeah. Why?”

Unlike his kind answering voice, his hands were still pressing the spread skin and moving wildly. The sensation was still only a stinging in my lower abdomen, so no moans escaped, but it was dangerous. Because he kept touching me, I subtly felt those muscles loosening. Soon, I had a premonition that the opening might slightly part. In a hurry, I moved my legs wildly, then relaxed again and buried the side of my face in the blanket.

“Ah, fuck.”

I was going to do it anyway. But this, fuck. This isn’t it. I punched the bed. What wasn’t, was Go Yohan’s size. It was seriously not it.

“Don’t curse.”

A gentle voice soothed me from below my legs. But his hands were still unrestrained. So were the words that followed.

“Oh, it’s fluttering.”

I know, so please just be quiet.

I suppressed the urge to scream. How could I not know my own body? Since earlier, I’d been feeling a ticklish, poking sensation from where you were rubbing. I never dreamed that the sensation of muscles contracting and expanding would feel like this. I’m really becoming like this. I scoffed. And then, I slowly felt a slender intruder entering.

No way, no way, no way…

“You, you, no way…”

Something pushed its way through my flesh. It seemed to be pushing in very slowly, as the tightly closed part kept moving.

“How is it, does it hurt?”

Damn it, I gave up and relaxed my body. It didn’t relax well, though. But it didn’t hurt as much as I expected, but the foreign sensation was driving me crazy. It felt a little uncomfortable, though.

“Ah, it doesn’t hurt, but…”

Phew. I took a deep breath, and my belly heaved. His thumb moved again. It seemed he had inserted his index finger. While his index finger was in, I felt him pulling the thick, viscous gel around my flesh. This time, I felt something catch, then close again. Now, my bottom felt a little stiff and sore.

“…What did you just do?”

“I tried putting my thumb in first. Does it still not hurt?”

“A little, a little uncomfortable.”

After giving an honest answer, I corrected myself again.

“But it’s bearable.”

“Wait.”

Go Yohan straightened his back. Then, after looking at my face, he released the pressure on my hamstrings and put his hands between my legs, spreading them wide. Damn it. I quickly grabbed the blanket and covered my lower body. To be precise, only my vital parts.

“Well, I already know it’s hard.”

“…”

While I was doing something meaningless, the pain grew stronger. This time, I felt a stinging sensation, as if being pricked by a needle. Go Yohan must have spread his fingers. As I frowned at the slight stinging, a large hand gripped the inside of my thigh and pressed gently. The hand, which had entered cautiously, unlike his usual actions, passed my thigh and gently gripped my penis, hidden beneath the blanket.

I let go of the blanket and snatched Go Yohan’s hand.

“…Don’t.”

“Why?”

“Just, don’t.”

But Go Yohan didn’t remove his hand, lightly stroking me with his fingers, drawing out the moment. Then, I felt my bottom loosen for a moment, and then something hard entered again. In my flustered state, I gripped his hand tightly and asked,

“What, what did you put in?”

“…My finger.”

Slower, blunter movements than before stirred inside. Seeing Go Yohan’s slightly hesitant reaction, I realized. This time, it seemed three fingers, which didn’t move well, had entered. Knowing that three fingers were inside me, stirring, I involuntarily tightened my bottom. It was Go Yohan who was flustered.

“…Your taste is really unique.”

I immediately retorted,

“…I don’t have that kind of taste.”

A thick, sticky sound grew louder from below. Flesh and viscous liquid rubbed together. Go Yohan let go of my penis, placed his hand on my knee, and laughed in disbelief.

“Okay, I’ll believe you.”

“It’s not that you’re believing me, it’s that it’s not true.”

Sudden injustice welled up, and as I retorted, his fingers slipped out from below. Go Yohan’s finger joints sharply scraped my thin skin as they passed, and I immediately reflexively lifted my hips. Yet, I hardened my face, pretending not to feel anything.

“You’re being cute.”

Go Yohan, who had been grinning slyly, bit a condom packet with his canine tooth and tore it open with his hand. He then seemed to put on the condom, then slightly raised his body and pressed his lower body close. In the gap where he shifted to get into position, I saw Go Yohan’s penis bobbing and lightly hitting the blanket. The blanket subtly moved and wrinkled from the huge penis. Go Yohan firmly gripped my thigh, then pushed down with force. My body slid firmly onto the blanket.

Something blunt touched me. Ah. I raised my hand and pulled the blanket, taking a deep breath. A faint dull ache was felt as the thick, heavy presence pushed its way in. The dull ache grew larger as something filled my inner wall, and my tailbone began to tingle like crazy.

I quickly lifted one foot to block Go Yohan’s chest.

“Ju-Just a moment.”

“…Ah, please. Jun-ah…”

Go Yohan, who stopped moving even while saying such things. Go Yohan, who had lowered his head fully and then raised it again, clearly had a difficult expression.

“Just a moment, I have a question.”

“…Please ask later.”

I shook my head. Go Yohan’s constant grinning had disappeared. Go Yohan, who had been making throaty sounds, gripped my thigh tightly. My hand, holding the blanket, was also drenched in sweat. Finally, Go Yohan, still clearing his throat, squinted his eyes and said,

“…What is it?”

“If not now, you’ll just subtly gloss over it again.”

It was also a way to buy time. Go Yohan would clearly lose his mind and just shove it in. He was a bastard who wasn’t in his right mind when he was aroused. I had to somehow get him to let go. I focused my attention on the slight heaviness that had already entered, and my chest rose and fell.

“Why do so many people know you?”

“…Why is that question coming up in this situation?”

His tone suggested I was asking a truly absurd question. Yet, he secretly pushed in further, so I hastily pushed his chest harder with my foot. Go Yohan, pushed back in dismay, sighed.

“…They’re just guys who contact me on their own even if I do nothing, and you know we’re not close.”

“Some of them even hang out with you.”

“They’re guys I knew in middle school. Guys who lived in the same neighborhood before I moved. I hang out with them because of my dad, but we’re not close at all. And most of them are studying abroad now. They’re idiots.”

Ah. Now that he mentioned it, the next-door neighbor went bankrupt and moved away as if fleeing, and a new family moved in exactly then. I thought of an alibi while relaxing my lower body. In truth, half of my mind was focused on my crotch. Don’t be nervous. It’ll hurt if you’re nervous. I repeated to myself. At that moment, Go Yohan lifted his hips.

“Ju-Just a moment. Don’t…!”

I couldn’t continue my words after that. Ugh—. I had to suppress the stifled nasal sound that threatened to escape. The firm tip of his glans pushed in without hesitation, and I clearly felt the process of it settling. I tilted my head back and pulled the blanket. But the blanket, following my pull, came down with me, offering no support.

“Don’t, don’t, euh, don’t put it in. Don’t put it in, I said.”

“Fuck… It’s going to… break.”

I feel like I’m going to die from the pain. My bottom truly feels like it’s being cut by a knife. It’s a relief that I’m good at enduring pain. Otherwise, I might have already fainted or run away.

I painfully lifted my trembling legs to block Go Yohan. But my legs, having lost strength, just folded endlessly every time Go Yohan bent his waist. I breathed with my head tilted back. From below, I felt a firm hand grabbing both my buttocks and spreading them wide. As if forcibly stretching the opening.

“You, you…”

“Ah… why again…”

“When, when, heuk, heut, euk, when did you, when did you like, like me?”

Amidst all that, the questions I was curious about kept popping up.

“F-From, from the beginning?”

But my breathing was so rough that I couldn’t speak properly. Adapting to the dull pain that was slowly becoming familiar, I intentionally slowed my breathing.

At least it wasn’t a moan, which was a relief. There’s nothing more unsightly than a man moaning wildly. Go Yohan also leaned back slightly, closing his eyes. Like me, his face showed he was enduring pain.

“No.”

At those words, I felt my lower body sink for a moment. It was childish, but I thought, ‘Why?’ I had clearly thought it would be so after hearing Kim Minho’s words. I was certain after seeing the picture. The pain squeezing my solar plexus grew stronger than the pain of my bottom falling out. A small resentment welled up.

“Why?”

“…Why, you ask?”

Go Yohan gently opened one eye, then closed it again.

“It’s true I was interested when I first saw you…”

Phew. I listened to Go Yohan’s voice, which was gradually stabilizing.

“Why, argh, why were you interested?”

“…Jun-ah, please.”

“…Tell me.”

I said firmly, my voice choked with tears. I desperately pushed Go Yohan away with my foot, who was pressing his body against me in a state of extreme arousal. Go Yohan, whose chest was stepped on by my foot, gripped my thigh fiercely and groaned. Go Yohan, who had bent his waist slightly and was groaning, took a deep breath and continued.

“Because you were white.”

“…”

“In a place like the cafeteria, you were all alone, so white, ah, fuck…”

I must have tightened my bottom without realizing it. I also twisted my waist from the sudden dull pain. Before I could move my body, Go Yohan pressed my thigh fiercely, and he was subtly pushed in further.

Ah, it hurts. I writhed in pain as if my bottom was being pierced.

“Can you push in more? Now… it seems like your hole is asking for more.”

My bottom was fluttering so much I could feel it. It was as if it was chewing on Go Yohan’s tip, wiggling. Every time it contracted and expanded, I felt a firm sensation, driving me crazy. The pain, like being cut by a knife, was gradually decreasing. I never knew my weak but strong body would show talent in a place like this. Damn it.