Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 146

I put both hands between my kneeling legs and bent deeply at the waist. I couldn’t even bring myself to touch it with my hands, only holding my palms close. My slipping forehead followed my waist to the floor. Not caring that my hair was disheveled, I sobbed with embarrassment and recalled old memories.

“I’m the real crazy one.”

There’s a reason I couldn’t say anything to Go Yohan, and a reason I acted even more sensitively. I, too, used Go Yohan as a side dish. Why did the memory of sticky, damp tissues, soaked with thick liquid, have to come to mind now? Damn it.

“…Haa.”

I sighed and took my hands from between my legs.

I gripped the cold floor with both hands and repeatedly took long breaths, then swallowed. As my forehead rubbed against the hard door, my chilled body cooled down my hot core. After twitching for a long time and finally calming down a bit, I raised my trembling legs.

“…First, I should wash my face.”

I held my dizzy head and stood up in front of the sink. In the mirror, I faced a man whose cheeks and cheekbones were flushed red.

“Damn it.”

I hated the sight so much that I turned on the tap and splashed cold water on my face, as if to wash away the heat that had settled there. After pouring water until I choked, I looked at my soaked face again. Rather, my face, covered in water droplets, turned even redder from the friction. Damn it, I frowned and stood there dejectedly.

I pushed my wet bangs back and walked a few steps back, leaning the back of my head against the full-length mirror opposite the sink.

I’m really out of my mind.

I raised my hand and wiped the water dripping from my chin. Then I suddenly realized. Why did I come here? I should have gone home. My mind was confused. I rummaged in my pocket and pulled out my phone, but there were no messages. I sighed in relief and let my arms hang.

“Hoo.”

I exhaled the stifling feeling caught in my solar plexus. I thought this was enough. I had calmed down a lot, and I was brazen enough now. I wiped the remaining water with the back of my hand and headed for the door. I grabbed the doorknob, swallowed once, and turned it. The lock opened. Oh, I locked the door when I came in, didn’t I? Thinking that, I continued to turn the doorknob, and felt the doorknob on the opposite side suddenly turn with force.

“Huh?”

The moment I raised my head, flustered by my suddenly twisted wrist,

“…”

Go Yohan stood like a wall right in front of the door. He had his hand on the doorframe, as if he had been standing there waiting for me to come out the whole time I was inside. His eyes, looking down at me with an unknowable darkness, were indescribably calm.

That’s right. Go Yohan had no intention of coming to his senses in the first place.

“Go, Go Yo-ha… Ugh!”

Go Yohan’s hands moved quickly and grabbed both my arms. With my arms raised, I blankly received his approaching lips. My already wet lips made an even louder squelching sound.

As expected, Go Yohan bit my lips with his own again. Sometimes he lightly chewed and pulled my lips with his teeth. Meanwhile, his right hand slipped down, unable to properly grip me, but then it climbed back up and gripped me with stiff movements. The moment I felt that sensation, I couldn’t even struggle and had to let myself be held.

Feeling my body still, Go Yohan tilted his head and invaded deeper. He pressed his lips against my flesh, bit with his teeth, and licked my upper lip with his tongue. The friction of the water was so loud it made my waist ache. The hand gripping my arm gradually slid down my chest and back, reaching my waist.

“…!”

I hurriedly made a sound and reached back with my hands to stop Go Yohan, but my cry only went down Go Yohan’s throat, and his hand, which didn’t care that I had grabbed him, went down like a bulldozer, following the curve of my buttocks and heading deeper.

“Go, Go Yo…! Ugh!”

His long fingers slid down the crease between my buttocks and pressed deeply into the gap. His palm gripped my buttock tightly and pushed it up. My heels lifted in response. My head was consumed by panic. I opened my eyes wide and desperately pushed Go Yohan’s shoulders, but it was useless.

I couldn’t even shout anything. Go Yohan was pressing his lips against mine with his eyes closed. I held my breath, and it was even hard just to breathe through the gaps that opened. My eyes stung from the difficult breathing. His mouth was blocking mine, and with his hands…

“Wait, wait a minute…”

“…It’s your fault.”

Go Yohan briefly pulled his lips away and slightly lifted his eyelids. As expected, Go Yohan, whose kissing was clumsy, also panted as if suffocating. He was so close that I could see his intertwined eyelashes separating. A pale iris floated between his thin, long eyelashes.

“This is all because of you.”

Why is this my fault? The moment I tried to shout in indignation, Go Yohan put his whole hand between my legs and lifted my thigh.

“Don’t, don’t! I’ll, I’ll fall.”

“Because you’re… ridiculously sexy.”

His rake-like hand came inwards, raking up the inner flesh of my thigh. I had to automatically spread my legs, standing on tiptoes. This crazy, brutally strong bastard. I whimpered in fear and raised my hands to cling to Go Yohan’s neck. If I resisted, I would surely fall backward.

And Go Yohan, who had lifted me brutally, shoved me into the sink.

I had to assume a strange posture, with my butt stuck in the sink. It was a dangerous position with no support, as if I would fall at any moment. Moreover, my pants were getting soaked with water.

“Go Yohan, I’m really going to fall. The sink will break.”

“This size can handle your weight. Don’t squirm.”

You shouldn’t have lifted me in the first place. My protest was again swallowed by Go Yohan’s mouth. I was squirming in the already narrow hole with my butt stuck in it, but Go Yohan easily unzipped my pants. The wet clothes clung to my body, but he forcibly pulled them. They painfully scraped against my buttocks and thigh flesh. The tight fabric clung and scraped my skin as it went down, and finally fell to the floor.

Shit. I bit my lip and lowered my head.

Only my upper body was properly clothed, and my bare legs, sticking out of the sink, dangled, perfectly reflected in the mirror opposite.

“Please, really, put me down.”

Tears welled up from embarrassment. But Go Yohan, who was pressing his lips to my forehead and breathing roughly, just grabbed my chin and lifted it, then continued to chew on my mouth. I received Go Yohan with my neck bent backward, my back was poked by the faucet, and I had nowhere to grab, so I desperately clung to Go Yohan’s clothes.

“After I’m done.”

“…”

“I’ll put you down in a bit.”

Go Yohan, who spoke without looking at my eyes, only staring intently at my lips, placed his palm on the mirror. Go Yohan’s body pressed me even closer. The mirror fogged up, following the shape of Go Yohan’s hand.

His remaining hand slid down my stomach, narrowly missing my genitals. At that moment, I tensed my waist and stiffened my body. However, this cursed finger went deeper down. Passing over the thin skin I touched when masturbating, his finger, which touched a place I had never even touched, violently fumbled between the tightly interlocked flesh.

“Shit, it’s tight.”

“Hey, take it out. Take it out, you bastard. Why there…”

I laboriously moved my left hand and placed it on the mirror behind me, and pushed Go Yohan’s right arm with my remaining arm. But Go Yohan, who didn’t budge, went even deeper and scratched my tender skin.

“You’re really… why are you so smooth even here?”

I pushed Go Yohan’s forearm with all my might, frowning intensely and rolling my lips inwards. But it was all useless. The thumb firmly holding the underside of my buttocks, and the index finger freely poking around below, were driving me crazy, but the remaining three fingers, clumsily pressed and uselessly still, drove me even crazier. Go Yohan tilted his head to find my lips and kissed me, but I desperately hid my lips.

“This much is okay, isn’t it? Huh? Let me suck your lips.”

“Get out… please…!”

“Jun-ah, I’m not even saying I’ll put it in.”

Go Yohan spoke slowly. But his breath contained anxiety. I laboriously twisted my head to avoid Go Yohan’s kiss.

“…”

“…Jun-ah.”

Go Yohan’s lips rubbed below my ear. The hot sensation touched and crushed my tender skin. His lips, as if regretting leaving, climbed up my cheek, but I put more force into my arm and pushed him hard. The hot sensation barely, forcibly, left my cheek.

“What’s wrong?”

“Don’t.”

Sometimes, people feel premonitions without reason. Like that day I expected Go Yohan to torment me. Today, or rather, just now, I felt it.

Go Yohan will put it in today.

I needed time to understand the future that awaited me. I needed time to accept it. My arms, exerting all their strength to buy time, trembled to the point of convulsion. Blue veins rose on the back of my hand, which was gripping Go Yohan’s arm. The only way to stop Go Yohan was to struggle. Go Yohan, who had barely stopped, leaned his body in deeper to avoid being pushed back. Our forces felt evenly matched. Go Yohan’s neck, extended to kiss me, revealed a delicate line. And because I had pulled his clothes, his stretched T-shirt fully exposed Go Yohan’s skin.

“Ugh…”

I was pushing with all my might, but Go Yohan only looked at my lips and body, leaning his head in. A thin double eyelid subtly formed on his slightly lifted eyelids. Go Yohan’s eyes had an inner double eyelid, but when he was tired or lifted his eyelids, a thin line also formed on his eyelids like this. At such times, his pale eye color felt unusually paler. I was reflected in them. A pathetic me, trembling with excitement. Go Yohan slowly lifted his head and forcibly met my gaze.

“…Please, huh?”

Don’t be fooled. He’s going to put it in. He’s definitely going to put it in today. Go Yohan’s moist, melting gaze told me so. He would spread me, poke me, and shove in an absurd size, just as he had said every day, until I was on the verge of death. The moment our eyes met, I gasped and pushed harder.

“Ah!”

Unfortunately, I exerted too much force, and my muscles gave out. I tried to push again, straightening my bent elbow, but Go Yohan was already pressing close. I tried to grab onto anything with my slipping hands, desperately clinging to the clothes I had barely managed to grasp. His shirt collar stretched as if it would tear.

“Jun-ah.”

His hot breath touched my skin, making my whole body tremble. It was because I could feel Go Yohan’s trembling as he struggled to kiss my forcibly turned head. Go Yohan, who had moved a span closer, brought up his deeply inserted hand and instantly grabbed my pathetically exposed center.

“Ah, ugh!”

My head burst open.

“Ugh!”

A short gasp escaped through my tightly clenched teeth. The embarrassing sound filled the small, hot space. I reflexively raised the hand that was supporting my back and covered my mouth. It was a mistake. Without an arm to support my body, I was pushed back and trapped against Go Yohan’s wall. Instead, Go Yohan’s clothes, which I had grabbed to push him away, became my safety net.

“Jun-ah, if you like it this much and pretend you don’t, I get hurt.”

His moist lips stuck to my cheek and smiled roughly. Then he flicked my standing penis. A nasal sound escaped through my clenched mouth, and the heat in my eyes burst out uncontrollably.

I covered my mouth with my hand and laboriously lowered my gaze to look down. My already flushed genitals were twitching, dripping transparent fluid below my navel. The clear, non-sticky liquid that had flowed into my navel pooled, and when it overflowed, it ran down my waist and dripped into the sink below.

“When you get excited…”

Three stiff fingers. He seemed to think he couldn’t do anything properly with those hands. Go Yohan frowned, then curled his index finger around the tip of my glans and used his thumb to block the small hole that was spilling liquid.

“Fuck, you useless fingers.”

“…”

“You don’t do anything right. Fuck.”

Go Yohan gnashed his teeth and looked down at his hand resentfully. But he didn’t know that pressing and rubbing upward with his thumb was making me feel even more like dying. He didn’t know that seeing Go Yohan curse and gnash his teeth at his fingers was even more tormenting. He shouldn’t know.

“…”

The moans that tried to escape were blocked by the hand that gripped me until my flesh tore, but my body, reacting to the excitement, forcibly twisted my waist. Tears streamed down my cheeks and flowed down my fingers. The itchy, cold sensation dripped down the side of my hand.

My penis, already wet and twitching with excitement, swelled as if it would burst at any moment. Even Go Yohan’s clumsy three fingers were too much stimulation. Every time they brushed against me, a stinging sensation traveled up my veins. The hard thumb swept around the glans, pressed, and lightly scratched with his fingernail, making my waist twist, my feet bend inward, and my toes curl.