Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 145

However, this mechanical engineering major, whether he lacked tact or was just naive, believed my words literally and was moved. I was even dumbfounded by myself, who had tried to act kind with ulterior motives.

“I’m sorry for insulting you, calling you a playboy and a bad bastard. I was wrong!”

I’m the bad bastard. Me. I misunderstood you. Misunderstanding. Kang Soohyun tapped his head with his own hand to a strange rhythm. Of course, he was stopped by Go Yohan in two beats.

“If you keep hitting your head, your head will crack before a watermelon does, even before summer comes.”

“…”

Kang Soohyun was intimidated again. I sighed and grabbed Go Yohan’s wrist. I subtly tapped Go Yohan’s wrist with my index finger. Go Yohan’s hand trembled slightly, and he carefully lifted his face, which had been buried in the screen.

“…Why?”

“Stop it. Now.”

As I spoke, I turned my head in a direction Kang Soohyun couldn’t see and mouthed the words. ‘I’m the one who has to do group projects and take classes with this bastard for a semester, you son of a bitch.’ At that, Go Yohan slowly blinked his eyelids and released the hair he had been gripping tightly. As Kang Soohyun touched his head with gratitude, Go Yohan also mouthed.

‘Then, next semester.’

Next semester doesn’t matter.

I nodded readily. Regardless of Kang Soohyun sniffling behind me.

“Thank you, Jun-ah.”

“Oh, it’s nothing.”

So don’t act up, you bastard. He’s never been angry at me since graduating high school, but thinking back to high school, I really can’t do anything about him. You bastard. Honestly, I was still angry, so I cursed him with an invisible mouth.

“Let’s not make this mistake again next time.”

My hand gently patted his shoulder. Honestly, Kang Soohyun, who had every right to feel wronged, looked at me, nodded vigorously, then wiped his nose with his sleeve and fumbled for a chair nearby to sit down.

“But, do you know something?”

At Kang Soohyun’s sudden words, spoken with a stuffy nose, Go Yohan and I turned our gaze. I was the first to speak.

“Know what?”

“You always have a habit of tapping twice with your finger or a pen when you say something important.”

“Oh, Jun always does that.”

But it was Go Yohan who answered. Go Yohan, who seemed to have lost interest in his phone and placed it on the desk, glared sharply at Kang Soohyun.

“I know too, Jun always taps something when he’s thinking to himself. It’s his habit.”

He spoke quickly, as if not wanting to give Kang Soohyun a chance to speak. It was truly strange. He seemed even more displeased now than when he was involved with that girl, Gahee.

“Don’t suddenly pretend you know something and act friendly over something trivial.”

“Ah, yeah… Then, of course. It wasn’t trivial. I…”

Kang Soohyun pursed his lips like a duck, looking around cautiously. And then he looked at me again with pitiful eyes. I avoided his burdensome gaze. And only I was flustered as I looked at my fingers. Did I have such a habit? I didn’t even know. No, no one around me had noticed and told me first.

“Yohan’s friend, if you’re done reading, can I have my phone back?”

“Wait. I’ll send one more thing.”

Go Yohan answered clearly. Then he picked up the phone he had put down, typed something, sent it, and returned it to Kang Soohyun.

“Done.”

“Hehe… Then I’ll take it. Yohan’s friend.”

Kang Soohyun, who received the phone with a servile smile, quickly checked the screen, then stared blankly at the screen with trembling eyes for a moment, then looked at me. With a very pathetic gaze.

“What, why.”

I asked, frowning. But Kang Soohyun just glanced at Go Yohan, clicked his tongue softly, and turned off his phone.

“It’s privacy.”

“…”

Damn it, so Go Yohan can, but I can’t? Did I pretend to be nice for nothing? I should have just left him to die. I had to shut my mouth to suppress the heat rising from within. I guess I’m weak against illogical and abnormal bastards.

On the way out, leaving Kang Soohyun behind, Go Yohan complained the whole time. Even on the taxi ride, he pouted and only looked out the window. His cheeks were thin anyway, so it didn’t even show. Honestly, it would be a lie to say he wasn’t cute. While I found Go Yohan’s behavior absurd, I couldn’t stop laughing. Conversely, I had to struggle to hide my laughter.

After getting out of the taxi and taking the elevator, I saw Go Yohan leaning against the wall with pouted lips, still silent. Finally, I was the first to reach out.

“Are you sulking because of what Kang Soohyun said?”

My voice came out so affectionately that I was embarrassed. Today, I seemed to be in a better mood than I thought. Earlier, I was so depressed I wanted to die. It was a rollercoaster. Go Yohan, who was now openly showing he was sulking to make me look at him, tapped the floor with his toes.

“It’s outrageous.”

“What? Just because he spread a rumor?”

“Just a rumor? Didn’t you notice?”

Ah, shit-. Go Yohan cursed softly and roughly scratched his neck as he spoke.

“That bastard just submitted a sex plan with you and that girl as the material. Fuck.”

“I said no until the end.”

“The important thing isn’t you, but that bastard fantasized about you.”

Go Yohan crossed his arms and leaned his back against the wall again, frowning. His eyebrows twitched, and he cursed silently into the air, then suddenly straightened his back and snapped.

“No, he fantasized about you! Fuck, that dog bastard…”

“It probably wasn’t really about me. Though he might have projected onto me.”

“So in the end, he did fantasize about you, didn’t he? In that bastard’s sex fantasy!”

Go Yohan leaned his back against the wall again and bumped the back of his head with a thud, then muttered softly.

“Romantic my ass, fuck. He’s a pervert who plans his sex with a male teammate.”

With that, I realized. As expected, Go Yohan is quick-witted. In the short time he read that report plan, he had discerned a desire that even Kang Soohyun didn’t know he had.

“He used you as a stand-in. To project onto you and fantasize vicariously, because he knew he couldn’t do it himself.”

The elevator door opened. I quietly pressed the open button and gestured with my chin towards the outside. Go Yohan, who had been watching my actions out of the corner of his eye, frowned and straightened his waist. Then he walked past me with slightly forceful steps. As he passed, he scanned me, then ran his hand through his bangs.

Go Yohan came out of the elevator and didn’t even think about opening the door. He just stood with his hands on his hips, legs apart, and turned around to wait for me. Seeing his back, I lightly scratched near my collarbone.

“Wasn’t that kind of thing common already?”

“What.”

“We all did that in high school, with Han Jun-woo and you.”

The lively mornings every Monday were still vivid. The eighteen-year-olds gathered their desks and listened intently whenever Han Jun-woo appeared.

“Why else would they listen to stories about other people’s genitals touching? Why would they cheer? Why would they listen to other people’s sex lives? They all listen, get excited, and empathize.”

Strangely, my collarbone, neck, and ears all itched. I rubbed my skin with my fingertips and continued speaking. Go Yohan still had his hands on his hips, showing only his long-legged back.

“Everyone’s like that. If you worry about every little thing like that, you’ll get stressed and won’t be able to live.”

Moreover, why did sex become a badge of honor among boys? Sex ultimately leads to masculinity. It means acknowledging another’s masculinity. In that sense, the reason I was excluded from the Monday morning cheers was because I was not suitable for their purpose. What the eighteen-year-olds wanted was Han Jun-woo and Go Yohan.

“I was flustered because it was the first time something like this happened to me. But it wasn’t with bad intentions, was it?”

I thought it was nothing. And honestly, I didn’t feel bad at all. The fact that you become someone’s object of admiration always elevates a person. I walked past Go Yohan’s back and opened the door lock. With every digit I pressed, I felt the burden of Go Yohan’s presence standing behind me.

“…”

“…”

As I hesitantly pressed the last button, Go Yohan’s tone, which felt slightly askew for some reason,

“I don’t think so.”

sounded like this. I turned around as soon as I opened the door.

“What’s not?”

Go Yohan wiggled his lips, looked at the floor, looked at the wall, looked at the air, then scratched his ear. Then he subtly lifted his eyelids and looked at me. An uneasy premonition struck me with that gaze. Perhaps, disaster would strike the moment Go Yohan opened his mouth.

First of all, this is not a suitable place for a disaster to strike. The wide-open hallway, where the automatic lights flicker and turn on every time a body moves, is troublesome. Moreover, every time he opens his mouth, the sound bounces off the floor and ceiling, spreading far, doesn’t it? Go Yohan is a bomb that cannot be placed in such a place.

Go Yohan, who had been wiggling his lips, lightly pressed them with his index finger and looked at my hand. I slowly turned the doorknob and, intentionally avoiding Go Yohan’s gaze, slipped my body into the gap of the door.

“If you have nothing to say, I’ll go in.”

I smiled awkwardly and turned around, but I heard the sound of quick footsteps approaching, and then felt heat right behind my back. Just as I was about to grab the doorknob inside to close the door, Go Yohan’s large left hand preempted me. His long fingers caught the latch, and the door closed.

“…”

My posture was not good. I was so close to Go Yohan that our chests almost touched. It didn’t seem like Go Yohan intended this posture either, but he didn’t avoid it. The small light attached to the entrance turned on. I looked up at Go Yohan until the light turned off, then came to my senses the moment darkness fell. I quickly took a step back and took off my shoes. I tried to act as if nothing was wrong. Though it was already too late. The situation happened as I took off my shoes and stepped inside the house.

“Uh, I don’t know if I should say this, but.”

“…”

“I’ve been jerking off to you all through high school.”

It took a few seconds for that statement to sink in. I reacted half a beat late. My neck bones stiffened so much they seemed to crack. If I were a machine, I might have made a grinding sound. My mouth struggled to maintain a smile, but my eyes were already filled with horror.

“…Jerking off to what?”

“…”

“…”

Go Yohan’s face grew increasingly brazen. The Go Yohan from earlier, who had been watching cautiously, was gone, replaced by a face that seemed to be carefully selecting something, subtly following my gaze. His small pupils disappeared and reappeared behind his long eyelashes. Then, as if a good idea had struck him, he smiled brightly.

“Semen.”

…

The light that had turned on when I moved turned off again. Go Yohan, hearing my silence, made a face in the faint darkness that showed, ‘This wasn’t it.’ Then he became serious again. His brows furrowed, and after a short thought, he finally opened his mouth again.

“…Cum…?”

“…”

He had thought about it before speaking, but the content became even more vulgar. The fact that he hesitated quite a bit, as if he himself thought it wasn’t right, was at least something to commend. Go Yohan, who had been rolling his eyes with a serious expression after seeing my face, stopped abruptly. The moment he was about to open his mouth, I shook my head.

“Protein…”

“No, don’t say it. Please stop, that’s enough.”

I blurted out the words like a machine gun. The very end of my voice trembled. My facial muscles ached as if they were paralyzed. If I looked in a mirror, I might see a red radish. Meanwhile, Go Yohan expressed dissatisfaction with my actions. He seemed to think I was upset.

“It’s not every day.”

“…”

“Just… you know, those days when I’m particularly horny. Just a little then.”

And with that, Go Yohan’s large hand made a gesture of gripping something, then moved back and forth a few times near his crotch, then flicked his wrist and lightly opened his fingers.

“No, not a little, quite a lot.”

His relaxed smiling face gradually stiffened. The act of subtly pressing and stroking my left thigh with his open fingers was utterly obscene.

“I did.”

“…Crazy.”

What was crazy was me, who, seeing him tilt his head back, his fingers pressing his left thigh, a groaning sound as if suppressing something, and his lips biting, got hard below. The center, fixed below, gained heat and moved more and more inside. The wet tip turned red and pressed against the smooth fabric, and the rising sensation was felt vividly.

The tightly clinging underwear painfully squeezed and bent my center. My mind became hazy. I was also anxious, thinking I would be caught if I stayed here any longer. I hurriedly turned my body and opened the door to the nearest bathroom.

I had no time to look at Go Yohan’s expression. Locking the closed door, I just made excuses.

“You get yourself together while I wash up.”

But it was me who needed to get myself together. Besides, this wasn’t even my bathroom, it was Go Yohan’s. To burst in and shout as if it were my own room. How pathetic. How pathetic. Fortunately, no sound came from the other side.

I slammed my forehead against the door and let my legs, which had lost strength, collapse.

“…”