Eighteen’s Bed Novel Completed - Chapter 133

Go Yohan fell into thought with a serious expression. Seeing one eyebrow subtly twitch again, he probably didn’t like it.

“Did you put water in the cup noodles?”

See. I knew it.

“Then how much longer do you want to do it?”

“Ah, damn, that’s too short.”

“You have to wash up and sleep quickly, don’t you? I’m tired.”

“It’s the weekend tomorrow anyway. Sleep in.”

“Tomorrow’s a weekday. It’s Sunday morning right now.”

“Even so, the fact that you can sleep in hasn’t changed, has it?”

Our thoughts are clear without needing to confirm them. ‘He never loses an argument, anyway.’ At least I thought so, so at least half of it must be right.

I looked at the clock on the wall. 2:24 AM. Since we took the taxi sometime after 12 AM, I had waited quite a long time for Go Yohan to wake up. I lightly scratched my forehead and looked up at Go Yohan. Go Yohan, whose gaze met mine, was playfully pulling my ankle towards his body. He definitely had no intention of compromising. His expression made it clear. I scratched my not-itchy forehead and finally declared defeat.

“Then 5 minutes.”

“Wow, that’s short.”

“I compromised.”

“Yes, of course you did.”

Go Yohan subtly smiled and nodded. It meant he accepted. Hoo. Go Yohan exhaled a long breath and slowly got off the sofa.

There are times when you can hear your heart pounding in your ears. When you block your ears with rubber earphones, when you’re submerged up to your head in deep water where your feet can’t touch the bottom. And now. For me, now is such a time. Every movement of Go Yohan is etched into my eyes. Time slowly stretches like a prolonged film.

Go Yohan, who had shaken himself off and stood up, looked down at me and said,

“What are you doing, you should sit here.”

A long finger pointed at the sofa. Because of that, his unusually clumsy finger caught my eye. Knowing well that I couldn’t defy him when I saw that finger. Go Yohan saw that I couldn’t take my hand off his finger, and he hid his hand behind his back.

“……”

I sighed without realizing it. I had been sitting on the floor with no intention of getting up, and Go Yohan laughed with a strangely subdued voice and stood up.

“What, do I have to do everything for you from A to Z?”

“Wait, I’ll get up.”

“Spoiled brat, anyway.”

“Hey, I-I’ll do it!”

A large hand firmly grabbed my waistband and pulled it up. My body, which had reflexively stood up, lost its balance and half-leaned into Go Yohan. Why, of all poses, this one? Shame poured down like a waterfall. Amidst the smell of cigarettes and alcohol from young people, Go Yohan’s unique body odor strongly enveloped me. With unbearable agony, I gripped Go Yohan’s T-shirt. Of course, I did it without realizing it.

“Strange, Kang Jun seems to be really enjoying this right now.”

“……It’s not like that.”

Go Yohan let out a laugh as if teasing me. I mumbled to myself, looking at the floor. Damn it.

“Oh, right. Let’s be clear this time. Don’t count time until we start. Count after we start.”

I flinched, having been caught using a trick. It was true that I had been petty, so I couldn’t shamelessly act nonchalant.

“Answer?”

“Okay.”

“Good.”

It felt futile. I lost my brakes in an instant. I should have used them when it was dangerous. My heart was already filled with worry, causing my strength to drain and my waist to gradually bend. Naturally, my ear touched his chest. To be precise, it was slightly below his collarbone.

“……”

At the same time, my face became unbearably hot. My hands gripping his shoulders tightened. It was because of the pounding heartbeat that reverberated through my ear.

“Go Yohan.”

“What.”

“Calm down. Your heart is beating too fast.”

“Then wouldn’t it beat?”

The sound of his heart, beating so fast I thought it might burst, entered my ears and made my own heart pound. My inner voice also grew louder, urging me on. But why is his face so nonchalant? I’m so embarrassed I feel like I’m going to die if he sees my expression.

“Because you’re inside me.”

With those words, Go Yohan’s hand grabbed my joint and pushed me onto the sofa. Before I knew it, the world spun. When I came to my senses, my bottom was already planted on the sofa, having been pulled along.

“Ah…”

The moment I lifted my chin, our eyes met. Go Yohan sat on the sofa with his knees bent, straddling me, then released his firm grip.

“Don’t count yet.”

His tone was pitiful, as if every second was precious. Even as my heart felt like it would burst, I couldn’t stop my cynical thoughts. Go Yohan is an idiot. How could he think I would be able to count the time?

I blinked three times, then slowly closed my eyes as his face approached. A large hand covered my already burning cheek. Unfortunately, I only felt two fingers on my left cheek. When the slightly rough surface of his lips pressed against mine, I curled my toes. And I grabbed Go Yohan’s right hand. I pressed down on the three fingers that hadn’t been pressing against me.

It was pathetic, but this was all Go Yohan and I had secretly done.

“Hmph…”

Go Yohan kisses in a peculiar way. At first, he lightly brushes his lips around your mouth, as if tickling. His personality suggests he’d immediately thrust his tongue into your mouth, but he’s strangely passive in unexpected places.

At this point, I hear the sound of Go Yohan’s moisture transferring to my dry skin. His moist skin separates, leaving me longing. Up until this point, I feel a throbbing sensation in my chest rather than sexual arousal. A large hand grips my heart and twists it. That painful tightness feels incredibly good.

“Ah…”

What I dislike is that Go Yohan takes longer than expected with this act. He grumbles that 5 minutes is too short, yet he only bothers the area around my lips without actually pressing his lips against mine. The only active thing he does is lightly bite and pull my lip with his teeth.

It’s so agonizing that when I straighten my back and search for his neglected lips, Go Yohan, holding my cheeks with both hands, pulls his head back. And he grins, leaving a precarious gap barely touched by the air.

“It seems you like it more than I do.”

Then why is your voice so hoarse? Just stop grinning. I glared at Go Yohan resentfully.

“……You don’t have time.”

Only then did I pretend not to care and relaxed my waist. It was as if I was pretending not to be affected by Go Yohan’s teasing at all. Then Go Yohan leaned his body, burying my back into the sofa. Because of that, my bottom automatically slid down, and when my neck rested on the back of the sofa, Go Yohan smiled, his lips pressed right next to mine. Then our lips barely touched.

That tiny movement resonated in my lower abdomen. Honestly, this was intentional. Go Yohan knew exactly what he was doing. He was doing it on purpose. And yet, he wiggled his lips while keeping them pressed, which annoyed me, so I let go of the hand that was holding Go Yohan’s.

“Open your eyes.”

As if I would. No, I shouldn’t open them. When that low voice resonated, I automatically obeyed. When I carefully lifted my faintly trembling eyelids, I met his transparent eyes.

My feet are on the ground, but why does it feel like I’m walking barefoot on a path sprinkled with tiny star candies? My lost hands scratched the leather seat. When I quietly looked up at Go Yohan through my slightly blurry vision, he tilted his head slightly and just stared at my face.

I hate this moment the most.

Because I can feel something hardening on my upper abdomen.

“Hey.”

I pushed my body back with all my might. I straightened my disheveled posture, minimizing contact. But Go Yohan just watched my movements intently. He was so brazen, anyone would think nothing was going on under that bastard. Does he have no shame?

“Th-that’s touching me.”

In the end, it was me who raised my hand and pushed Go Yohan’s stomach. Go Yohan looked at the hand on his stomach, then raised his head again and smiled faintly.

“It’s an unavoidable physiological phenomenon.”

“Anyway.”

“If it bothers you that much, you can make it smaller.”

The hand that was holding my cheek moved down. It happened in an instant. I stared blankly, then suddenly realized and tried to pull my hand away. I really tried. But it was too late.

“What are you doing with your free hand?”

Go Yohan’s hand firmly grabbed the back of my hand and forcibly pressed it against the slightly protruding center. I could feel the firm sensation clearly in my palm. Damn it, what the hell. I stretched my fingers back as far as possible to avoid the unfamiliar sensation. The problem was that my palm was still touching Go Yohan’s swollen self.

“Ah…”

Go Yohan tilted his chin up and closed his eyes. One eye was slightly open. For such a small thing, he laughed with a pleasure-filled face, biting his lip. C-crazy, isn’t he? This is true. My face flushed hotter than it could possibly get. It was so hot that my head wasn’t working properly. Go Yohan’s hand pressed harder on the back of my hand.

“……”

His face, tilted back and lost in satisfaction, was illuminated by the moonlight. His unusually high nose cast a shadow on his face. One side of his face melted into the darkness.

I admit it. Go Yohan is handsome. Sometimes I find myself staring, as if enchanted, at his melancholic face. Especially Go Yohan, when he’s consumed by lust, stands out even more. He’ll probably exude an even deeper scent if he matures for another two or three years. Once the slight greenness that’s still there completely disappears…

Click. I heard the sound of a buckle unfastening. My mind snapped awake.

“Hey, what are you…”

“Hmph…”

Go Yohan exhaled deeply. His slightly unfocused eyes finally came into clear view.

At some point, Go Yohan had my wrist in his hand and was using his index finger and thumb to grab the zipper. Slowly, the firmly interlocked metal slid down.

“Hey, hey!”

I couldn’t pull my wrist away. I swore internally. Why is he so strong? Damn it. Ziiip. A long, long track opened. Through it, I could see dark-colored boxer briefs. No. My head was too messed up. I needed to make a proper judgment. In my dizzy state, I instinctively twisted my waist to the side. Finally, Go Yohan’s hand slipped.

I was flustered. I reflexively looked up at Go Yohan. Our eyes met, and his were slightly deranged. The moment I saw his blurry pupils, a tingling current shot up my spine and into my waist.

“Um… there.”

He was clearly trying to read my expression, trying to speak while looking at me, but his eyes weren’t sane. Wh-what’s wrong with this guy? The deranged Go Yohan slowly licked his lips.

“First, my…”

“……”

“Can you touch it?”

“N-no.”

“Then… just hold it.”

“N-no, I don’t want to do that either.”

“You won’t even just hold it with your bare hand?”

Go Yohan’s face came closer. It became clearer and clearer in the darkness. Go Yohan’s deranged pupils.

“……5 minutes are up. Get off.”

“No, they’re not yet.”

My body, which was trying to push Go Yohan away and get up, was slammed back onto the sofa by Go Yohan.

“Ah…!”

Damn it, I shot up again. Unfortunately, my attempt failed. I was trapped between Go Yohan’s legs anyway and couldn’t escape, and his large hands had grabbed my face again.

“Then I’ll do what I have to do first.”

“What are you talking about—”

My resistance was swallowed by Go Yohan’s mouth. His lips were forcefully pressed, and a sudden hot tongue entered my mouth. He clumsily explored between my gums and teeth. To be honest, it hurt. Because Go Yohan’s nose was pressing hard against my cheek.

“Hmph…”

The back of my knees tingled. It felt like someone was lightly pinching me with their fingernails. The hand held by Go Yohan twisted and trembled, and the only free hand aimlessly fidgeted, then clung to a comforting warmth. It was probably Go Yohan’s arm.

When moist parts meet, make contact, and then separate, a very suggestive sound is made.

“Yohan, ah-ha.”

First, I’m bad at kissing. And the sad truth is, second, Go Yohan is also bad at it. Still, after a few attempts, we’ve improved a bit. Yet, these two clumsy facts created a disturbance in this heated situation. The biggest disturbance was that I couldn’t breathe.

“Can’t, can’t breathe…”

As we approached the edge of pleasure and breathlessness, we separated our lips and gasped for air. The panting sounds awakened the dawn. Reflected in the faint moonlight, our faces appeared bursting red. Go Yohan’s and my gazes met on each other’s lips. When we saw our lips glistening with saliva and slightly swollen, we closed our eyes without a word and pulled each other closer.

Whenever our interlocking flesh reluctantly separated for breath, a transparent thread stretched long between our parted lips. As the distance grew, the stretched thread became thinner and thinner until it snapped.

All that remained was the sound of our ragged breaths.

“Damn it…”

Go Yohan cursed in a low voice, but it wasn’t malicious. Five minutes had passed long ago, but no one there cared. Rather, they were trying hard not to mention it. They pretended not to notice, fearing that this feeling might break.

“Hey.”

A voice like grating metal called my name. I caught my breath, tilted my neck, and looked up. Through my blurry vision, Go Yohan lightly shook his head and smiled. For some reason, that smile seemed a little shy, but it must have been because my head was messed up right now. Go Yohan wouldn’t be like that.

“You’re hard too.”

I thought about what Go Yohan meant, then slowly lowered my head. I scratched my throat with a groan. No, even without checking, the familiar heaviness was palpable.

“Ah…”

Damn it, hell. Hot air rose up my throat. Perhaps, if I looked in a mirror, I’d see that my already flushed face could get even redder. I was so mortified I wanted to die. I quickly pushed Go Yohan’s shoulder and turned my head to cover my face. I want to die. I want to die. Even then, Go Yohan’s gaze still didn’t leave my lower half.

Hmm. A slightly long breath pondered deeply, then,

“Jun, I think yours might be bigger than mine?”

He uttered such nonsense. This crazy bastard.

“Enough, give me my pants back!”

What made me want to die even more was the sensation of the fluid that had risen from that kiss trickling down the shaft. Go Yohan seemed to enjoy it. With mortifying shame, I buried my eyes deeper into my arm. And I reaffirmed my resolve. Bastard. Never again, never again would I be drawn in. Go Yohan’s finger slowly traced my thigh. That small pressure traveled up my nerves and hit my waist. I unconsciously twisted my body and arched my back.

“Please…”

I said it almost tearfully, but Go Yohan replied more readily than expected.

“Alright.”

His answer was so clean that I was rather flustered. I took my arm away from my eyes and saw Go Yohan, who was now kneeling in front of the sofa. Go Yohan smiled, subtly revealing his teeth.

“Can I ask you for one thing instead?”

“……What? What?”

“Just, please, just this one time. I won’t pester you anymore. Okay?”

The hand stroking my thigh moved down below the sofa. My body stiffened at the sensation of Go Yohan’s stiff, awkward fingers brushing against me. He stroked my ankle, which dangled below the sofa, as if to cup it. That made the heat in my core intensify. A thrilling sensation coursed through my veins, tormenting my lower belly.

“……Okay?”

Go Yohan’s hair at the back of his head, disheveled from our kisses, fluttered lightly. His face, tilted slightly down, looking up at me with such earnest pleading, made me weak. It always ended up like this. Thinking it would be better to just grant whatever his request was quickly and get it over with, I nodded, my face flushed crimson. His pitiful eyes suddenly sparkled like jewels.

“Alright, thanks.”

Go Yohan answered on his own accord, then smiled brightly and firmly gripped both my ankles with his hands.

“Don’t worry, I’ll do well. I can do well.”

“Do… what well?”

But why did I feel so uneasy? My body grew stiffer with tension. Yet Go Yohan just smiled brightly at me, gripping my ankles dangling below the sofa.

“What are you going to do?”

“Not a fella… but irrumatio.”

“……?”

Where had I heard that word before? In my shaking vision, a strange scene slowly came to mind. Guys holding cider. White foam spewing out. Liquid soaking the floor…

“I’ll try my best.”

Ignoring Go Yohan’s words, I tried to turn my body immediately and pull away. It wasn’t worth answering, and I had no composure. I pulled my feet and struggled, but my resistance failed. My back, which I had straightened to get up, was pulled back down, making me lie flat on the sofa. It was because Go Yohan had pulled my ankles towards him. My butt hung precariously on the edge of the sofa, and my shirt rode up over my stomach. Damn it, I was flustered by the precarious feeling of almost slipping off and desperately gripped the leather seat.

“Hey, Go, Go Yohan.”

The hand that had pulled my ankles down suddenly moved up to my thigh. I was afraid of tumbling off the sofa, so I couldn’t move to stop him. When Go Yohan applied force, my legs bent at an angle they had never bent at before in my life. Has my thighs ever almost touched my stomach? And spread open like this? No, never.

“I’ll really do well. I’ll make sure you don’t regret it.”

“Hey…!”

With those words, Go Yohan buried his head between my legs.