Define The Relationship Novel - Chapter 39

“I think you’ve already showered, so it’s fine.”

Karlyle politely declined Ash’s offer. Although he said this, showering with Ash still felt very unfamiliar. If he delved deeper, he was nervous about what might happen in the bathroom if they showered together again, like last time. He needed time to compose himself. Ash tilted his head slightly and grinned.

“Really?”

“…Yes.”

At the repeated question, Karlyle flinched and almost accepted his offer. However, he truly needed to prepare himself mentally. If he were to be knotted again like last time, he wasn’t confident he could handle it.

“I can wash you well, but still no?”

Ash asked, meeting his eyes. The gentle downward curve of his eyes felt so pitiful that Karlyle felt like a cruel human refusing a lovely large dog. It hurt his heart.

“………If it’s alright, could you lend me a towel?”

However, his desire not to show an embarrassing display to Ash was greater, so Karlyle steadfastly requested something else. Ash made an “hmm” sound. Ash, who had been looking down at Karlyle for a moment, suddenly lowered his head. At the same time, a stinging sensation rose from his neck. Karlyle’s eyes widened, and he unconsciously gripped Ash’s shoulder.

“Hmph.”

A tongue stickily licked the stinging mark left on his neck. Ash lifted his lips from Karlyle’s neck and met his eyes. His sensually curved eyes were mischievously smiling.

“Towels are on the bathroom shelf. Use as many as you want.”

Ash, who had bitten his neck as if punishing him and then retreated, said. Karlyle unconsciously raised his hand to cover his bitten neck. Seeing that, Ash laughed deeply, then turned and went into his room. The door was left open. Karlyle watched it for a moment, then composed his agitated heart and entered the bathroom.

Entering the bathroom, Karlyle slowly undressed. He unbuttoned his neatly fastened shirt and tie in order, took off his jacket, and then his shirt, folding them neatly and placing them on the shelf.

He had thought something like this might happen, but he hadn’t brought a change of clothes. Karlyle briefly considered having someone bring them, then his gaze was drawn to the bathroom itself.

He had seen countless magnificent and beautiful mansions throughout his life, but for some reason, his eyes kept lingering on every corner of Ash’s house. The neat circular mirror, the coated wooden tiles, and the hexagonal honeycomb-patterned marble walls caught his attention.

The thought that it was Ash’s home and a place where Ash’s traces remained kept him wanting to take everything in. Perhaps… this might be the first and last time he would see Ash’s house. It probably would be.

Yet, Karlyle also imagined himself visiting this place again. He recalled Ash, who, after repeated meetings, had started making slightly ambiguous remarks that Karlyle could misunderstand, especially since last week.

Even though he told himself not to misunderstand, his unsettled heart kept creating possibilities from Ash’s words and actions.

Karlyle wet his body with lukewarm water and swept back his hair. He noticed the body wash, shampoo, and conditioner in the shower booth and quietly observed them.

Ash’s house had many things that caught his eye. It was very pleasant and exciting to see the things from which Ash’s scent originated and the items that made up his daily life.

Washing his body with citron-scented body wash, Karlyle recalled Ash opening the front door. Ash had smelled like this too. After showering, he too would smell like Ash.

Thinking that, he felt excited. His insides trembled, so Karlyle lowered the water temperature. He needed to calm down.

His hand, which had been washing his moderately toned body, stopped at his rear. After meeting Ash, this was a part of his body that gave him a strange sensation every time he showered. His hesitant fingers slowly probed the crease of his buttocks.

He paused his hand for a moment, feeling an indescribable, ambiguous sensation, then Karlyle moved again. His fingers, having probed the crease of his buttocks, touched the opening near his perineum. He felt the tightly closed folds. Karlyle frowned, then bit and released his lip. Then he slowly pushed his finger inside.

The tight, constricted opening was hot and wet. Karlyle let out a short breath and rested his forehead against the bathroom wall. His clinging hair poked his eyes. His fingers gradually delved deeper inside. Although he had been washing like this since having sex with Ash, he never got used to it.

His fingers gradually delved deeper. Unconsciously, his penis slowly hardened. Exhaling a longer, hotter breath than before, Karlyle closed his eyes. Ash, soon, would be inside…

“Karlyle.”

Then, a sound came from outside the door. Karlyle’s eyes widened, and he hastily pulled his fingers out. His heart pounded rapidly. Feeling as if he had indigestion, Karlyle lifted his forehead from the wall. Ash entered, opening the door.

“I thought you might need a robe, so I came…”

With only a glass wall between them, Ash quietly smiled and gazed at Karlyle. Seeing his disheveled face, Ash raised an eyebrow.

“Were you having fun by yourself?”

Fun? Karlyle was flustered by Ash’s choice of words. Karlyle, clenching his fists, desperately turned his gaze away and turned off the water.

“Your words are mischievous.”

“If not, why were you touching your rear?”

Karlyle instantly wanted to die. He truly felt humiliated. Karlyle, frozen, remained painfully silent. Ash burst into laughter.

“I just said it…”

Ash opened the door and pulled Karlyle in. Karlyle, who had been standing stiffly, unable to breathe, was embraced by Ash. Without caring that his clothes were getting wet, Ash held the soaked Karlyle in his arms. His palm gripped Karlyle’s buttocks tightly.

“It seems it was true.”

Unable to soothe his dizzying insides, Karlyle squeezed his eyes shut. His neck felt like a burning lump. He felt like the most pathetic idiot in the world.

“How can you be so cute?”

“…Let me go.”

“Are you embarrassed?”

Ash painfully hit a nerve, constantly trying to dig into him. Had he ever been so flustered and humiliated in his life?

“I like it because it’s sexy.”

Ash said, sucking on his earlobe with his lips. The sensation of the cardigan against his bare skin felt strange. It was both good and sexy.

“However… let me loosen your rear.”

This time, Ash bit his earlobe with his teeth, gently chewing, and whispered lowly. Ash’s fingers probed the wet entrance. The opening, from which fingers had just been withdrawn, began to swallow the invading fingers more easily than before.

The fingers, gently rubbing the folds, grazed the entrance of the red inner flesh. The touch, caressing the elastic mucous membrane compared to the deeper inside, was very skillful. Karlyle gasped as a tickling sensation slowly rose. His lips unconsciously parted.

His penis, which had been momentarily dormant, quickly swelled and became erect. His hardened dick, which had grown as large as it could, rubbed against Ash’s clothes. Ugh, huff, Karlyle exhaled a heated breath and gripped Ash’s clothes tightly.

The fingers that had been making him impatient suddenly plunged deep inside. Long, firm fingers stirred the soft interior. His buttocks tensed. Ash’s low chuckle resonated from above. Then his fingers withdrew.

“Shall we go?”

With a smiling face, as if nothing had happened, Ash pulled away. Karlyle, whose eyes were flushed red with heat, blinked and quietly nodded, lowering his gaze.

Entering the bedroom, Ash took off his jacket. He slowly removed his white shirt, which had gotten wet from embracing Karlyle. As he did so, Ash gazed at Karlyle. The similar scent of body wash and the pheromones of two different Alphas filled the room. A mixed scent. The intoxicating scent made his head feel hazy, and he felt a thirst.

His body, now more sensitive from the recent stimulation, reacted acutely even to the refined cold air on his bare skin. He got goosebumps, and a strange feeling came over him.

Ash naturally pulled Karlyle, who was standing aimlessly, towards the bed. Pushing Karlyle onto the large, wide bed, Ash climbed on top of him.

“Is it okay if we try something different today?”

Ash stroked Karlyle’s chest with the back of his hand, then settled between his legs. His body trembled as the back of Ash’s hand lightly brushed his nipple.

“What, hmph, are you… referring to?”

His legs parted. Ash was seen bending down. A large hand gently gripped Karlyle’s erection. Karlyle flinched his hips and tried to sit up.

“I’ll tell you in a little while.”

With those words, Ash lowered his eyes. His red lips parted and lightly bit Karlyle’s glans. Karlyle squeezed his eyes shut, then shook his head and moved back.

“I…”

Seeing Ash looking at him with a puzzled expression, Karlyle spoke softly. He felt like doing what he had been thinking about for a while today.

“I will… do it for you.”

“………Karlyle?”

Ash looked at Karlyle, asking as if surprised. Karlyle nodded faintly. Karlyle looked at Ash with his usual expressionless face.

“You always did it for me… so I wanted to do it for you.”

While it was true that he met Ash to resolve his symptoms, which now felt distant, it had bothered him at some point that only Ash always pleasured him.

He even wondered if Ash felt pleasure from their sex. Ash had said it was good and unbearable, but… Ash was a kind person, so there was a possibility he was saying that out of politeness.

Ash gazed at Karlyle for a moment, then a refreshing smile bloomed on his face. Looking at Karlyle with deepened eyes, Ash sat up. He put his hands on the bed, covering Karlyle as if trapping him beneath, and looked down at him.

“I didn’t think of this.”

His voice was lower than before. A hand reached out and gripped Karlyle’s cheek.

“Can you do it?”

Karlyle quietly looked up at Ash. He didn’t particularly enjoy it, nor was it something to boast about, but…

“I will try my best to satisfy you.”

Karlyle was, in fact, very skilled at fellatio.

Ash, who had leisurely sat up as if daring him to try, leaned back against the bed and watched him. Karlyle exhaled briefly, then settled between Ash’s legs and reached out.

His hand hesitated a little, then unzipped Ash’s pants. With a zipping sound, gray boxer briefs became visible. Ash’s slightly swollen dick, though not fully erect, had considerable volume.

Quietly pulling them down, Karlyle bent his body. The gradually revealed penis was pinkish and curved as he remembered. This was the first time he had examined Ash’s penis like this while fully conscious. His body flushed hot.

He held Ash’s still soft-feeling dick in his hand. He felt it slowly increasing in volume. Although he had never put something this large in his mouth, the principle would be similar. It wouldn’t fit entirely, though.

He slowly lowered his head. Lowering his eyes, Karlyle opened his mouth. His somewhat thin lips bit the glans. The dick, entering as his soft lips parted, was taken into his mouth. He could faintly smell the sour scent of body wash.

He slowly moved his tongue. He licked the tip of the glans. His widely spread tongue hotly licked the smooth tip, then lightly grazed the urethral opening as if tickling it. Ash’s hand reached out and gently gripped Karlyle’s hair. Karlyle wanted to raise his eyes and look at Ash’s face, but he desperately endured it.

Tilting his head slightly and strongly sucking the glans, Karlyle gradually pushed the dick further into his mouth. His head slowly lowered even more, swallowing the dick. His tongue was pressed down, and saliva gathered in his mouth. He used it to wet the dick.

As he had guessed, Ash’s penis couldn’t be fully swallowed. Karlyle, who had swallowed the dick until it reached his throat, exhaled with a gasp and began to move. He strongly sucked the shaft, moving up and down as if sucking and swallowing something delicious.

Then, he briefly spat it out, rubbing his lips against the wet, sticky penis. Transparent saliva stretched out, clinging to Karlyle’s lips and chin.

“Karlyle.”

Ash called out to him, his voice hoarse. Karlyle, who had been licking the shaft from base to tip, looked up.

Ash was looking at him with an expressionless face. No, rather than expressionless, it felt like he was enduring something.

Blinking, Karlyle broadly licked the glans with his tongue. He held the hard cock in his hand, tilted his head slightly, and repeatedly sucked and released the tip with his lips.

“Your cock.”

His hair was pulled a little harder. Karlyle looked up at Ash and swallowed the cock whole again, filling his mouth. Moving his sunken cheeks, he pushed the flesh deep into his throat. Ash’s hand pressed against his cheek.

“Why are you so good at… sucking?”

The cock, which had seemed fully erect, swelled even more in his mouth. Karlyle grimaced and coughed, feeling his throat blocked. Ash thrust his hips, as if ramming his cock into Karlyle’s mouth.

Karlyle barely managed to breathe through his nose, trying to keep Ash’s cock in his mouth. Ash let out a groaning sound.

“I thought you were only good at taking it from behind.”

Ash’s cock grew even harder. The slightly veined cock twitched inside. Karlyle endured the faint urge to gag, repeatedly sucking hard then gently with a soft pop.

Strangely, he felt aroused. He had never been aroused while giving head before, but feeling Ash’s excitement made his own body heat up. His pace gradually quickened. It felt like his mind was going blank. Without realizing it, Karlyle, completely engrossed, let out sounds like “Hmm,” “Ugh,” and groans.

Then Ash’s cock slipped out of his mouth. The cock, pulling out with a long trail of saliva, touched his lips. At the same time, something white and pungent burst onto his lips. With a lukewarm temperature, a milky white fluid flowed down his lips. Ash looked at Karlyle with sunken eyes.

“Will you suck it?”

Ash said that, rubbing his cock against Karlyle’s lips. The still-hard glans smeared slippery cum onto his lips and cheek.

As the slick sensation spread across his face, a shiver ran up his spine. Feeling somewhat dazed, Karlyle panted and looked up at Ash.

“Huh?”

With feverish eyes, Karlyle slowly lowered his gaze. Then he slowly parted his lips and swallowed the glans. A bitter, pungent, viscous fluid touched the tip of his tongue.

A primal urge to gag briefly surged, but quickly subsided. More than that, the sensation was peculiar. Karlyle licked and swallowed the cum on the cock as if licking cream. Ash pulled Karlyle closer, who was engrossed in licking it again without realizing it. Then he gripped Karlyle’s waist firmly and sat him on top of himself.

“Does it taste good?”