Define The Relationship Novel - Chapter 19

Lying, Karlyle somehow put strength into his thighs, trying to raise them. The cock was half out. Ash, with a smiling gaze, watched it for a moment, then gently pulled Karlyle back to him. Then he held his waist with his arms. Karlyle’s eyes distorted with a vague sense of unease that seized him. Looking straight into Karlyle’s face, Ash yanked his hips.

With a deep plunge, Karlyle was penetrated very deeply.

His thighs spasmed, and Karlyle collapsed. Ash embraced his swaying upper body. An incredible pleasure surged up his spine, along with a sensation of being pierced through to the crown of his head.

“…!”

Veins stood out on his neck. If he didn’t stop now, something strange would happen. Ash’s words came to mind: if he really couldn’t take it, to hold him tight.

Karlyle didn’t think deeply and instinctively embraced Ash. He wrapped his arms around Ash’s hot, soft upper body. He buried his face in Ash’s shoulder. Then he hugged Ash very tightly. As if clinging.

Ash paused.

Karlyle gasped against Ash’s shoulder, hugging him as if he never wanted to let go. Something squirmed up from inside him. He felt a sense of being filled.

“Ash, slowly…”

The words remained unfinished. Their eyes met. Ash was looking at him with unsmiling eyes.

“Karlyle…”

“H-haaak, say, it, ah, h-huk, ah, ah…?”

“If you keep acting this cute…”

I can’t stop. With those words, Ash began to move like a completely different person. The leisure disappeared from his gentle thrusting movements. His entire body shook. The thick, strong cock furiously pounded and thrust into the hole.

Pleasure struck his lower abdomen. Gradually, gradually, something built up. The sensation of throbbing, as if about to burst, erupted at some point when Ash was thrusting into Karlyle countless times. Like a broken dam, ecstasy began to spread from somewhere in his body.

“…!…”

Karlyle’s chest heaved, and he arched his back to its limit. His jaw tilted back, and his body trembled. His belly felt taut. Semen erupted. White, viscous fluid spurted from his urethral opening. The long-splashed fluid landed on Karlyle’s belly and chest. Semen also splattered on Ash’s chest.

His mind felt blank. His vision turned black. With gasps and pants, Karlyle squeezed his eyes shut and hugged Ash. Ash’s arm gently stroked Karlyle’s back.

“I told you.”

Ash whispered in his ear in a gentle voice. Ash gnawed on his earlobe, praising Karlyle in an incredibly lewd way.

“You’re a natural.”

Karlyle barely managed to lift his head and look at Ash. Ash smiled kindly at Karlyle, who couldn’t comprehend what had just happened to him.

“Don’t you know?”

Karlyle frowned, his face unmistakably showing confusion. He truly couldn’t understand what had just happened. He had felt an enormous orgasm, and…

“Don’t worry, Karlyle.”

Ash began to move again. His lips parted, and a high gasp, “Hmph,” escaped. Their eyes met. Shame washed over him at the thought of showing himself like this.

Karlyle released the arm that had been hugging Ash and fumbled to place his hand on Ash’s face. He covered the beautiful eyes that were looking at him with his palm. He clearly felt the eyelashes flutter and brush against his palm. Ash let out a low chuckle.

“We have plenty of time…”

Ash raised his other hand and pulled Karlyle’s hand down. He brought Karlyle’s fingers to his lips.

“I’ll show you what you’re a natural at, Karlyle.”

Hot lips slowly bit his fingers. Lips soaked with heat swallowed his fingers. His lips sucked his index and middle fingers. His tongue touched his fingertips. He felt as if his lower body was being caressed, and heat surged. His cock, which had just ejaculated, quickly hardened.

Karlyle’s slowly erecting penis touched Ash’s belly. The tongue that had been licking his fingertips now wetly licked between his fingers.

Soon, as if signaling the next round, Ash thrust hard into him.

He couldn’t tell how much time had passed. As if in a rut, Ash relentlessly pushed Karlyle, gradually driving him to the limit. The sunlight outside the window slowly faded into darkness, and his body, in proportion, softened and melted. All the muscles in his body repeatedly relaxed and contracted, dominated by pleasure.

His throat, which had repeatedly swallowed and released moans, was hoarse. His parched vocal cords were deeply strained. Due to the changing positions he had endured, Karlyle’s semen stained the sheets. With his third ejaculation, Karlyle gasped and looked up at Ash. His leg, draped over Ash’s shoulder, twitched.

“Ash, stop now… k-k.”

Unconsciously, his hole twitched as if urging ejaculation. His inner walls tightened, compressing Ash’s cock. Ash frowned slightly, then lowered his gaze.

Ash pressed his body against Karlyle, folding him in half. Karlyle’s legs went up to their limit. Ungh, ugh, a nasal sound escaped. It was because the cock was pressing against his prostate inside. His inner walls convulsed.

“You know how to clench too, Karlyle?”

“That’s not, h-hick, ah-huk, ah…!”

Ash exhaled sharply and pressed his body close. As they returned to a position similar to the first, Karlyle’s erect nipples rubbed against Ash’s chest. Pleasure even seeped into those areas, making Karlyle flinch and twist his body. That action, however, only spurred Ash on. With rough movements, the cock plunged deep into the hole.

Soon, he felt something lukewarm spread widely below his lower abdomen. The large penis pressed against his inner walls and released semen. At the same time, pheromones surged out. It was the first time he had received pheromones from an Alpha in this way.

The scent of Ash rushed to his nose. His body reacted strangely to the Alpha pheromones seeping into his lungs. Hostility surged, then the pheromones roughly mixed. His insides burned.

Karlyle’s eyes widened, and he fiercely scratched Ash’s back. Ash put his arms around Karlyle’s back and hugged him. The pheromones, which had been wildly swirling inside, slowly began to dissipate. His insides felt hot, as if they had been churned into a mess.

“It’s okay, Karlyle.”

Ash gently held his trembling body, which was reacting in rejection. He hugged him so tightly there was no space between them, and he could hear Ash’s heartbeat. Listening to their hearts beating out of sync, his body gradually calmed down.

Eventually, all that remained was the lingering afterglow of ejaculation and the warmth emanating from Ash, who was holding him. The same sense of fullness he had felt earlier filled his body. A sense of fullness stemming from the fact that Ash was holding him, naked. A strange possessiveness that arose from witnessing a side he had never seen before.

Unpredictable and uncharacteristic emotions surged from everywhere. As if something that had been blocking a part of his heart had collapsed, his emotions churned uncontrollably. He was embarrassed and confused.

As if to chase away the confusion, Karlyle hugged Ash tighter. Just holding a firm, broad upper body similar to his own, without a single soft spot, felt incredibly good. The tears he had held back throughout their lovemaking now threatened to fall. Karlyle furrowed his brows and bit his lip. He couldn’t show such a disgraceful sight.

Ash, exhaling a long, heated breath, slowly straightened his body. The veins bulging on the arm supporting his face felt lewd. Karlyle turned his eyes to look at them, then at Ash’s face. For some reason, it was difficult to meet his gaze directly.

Ash frowned slightly, then let out a panting breath and looked at Karlyle. His sweaty face was sensual. So incredibly lewd. The hair slightly clinging to his forehead, the long eyelashes, the marks around his eyes from his frequent eye-smiles, all of it. Ash, who had been looking down, now slowly smiled.

A refreshing, spreading smile formed on his handsome lips. Ash, who had been looking at him lovingly, tilted his head slightly and kissed his cheek. The tickling spread again. His entire skin tingled.

As he tried to choose what to say, Karlyle gasped and flinched. Ash moved and pulled his penis out from behind him. Ash, who had been smiling, briefly lowered his head to look down, then his smile faded.

“Damn it.” A small curse was heard, and Ash ran a hand through his hair, sitting up. Karlyle’s heart sank at the sudden rough word.

‘What’s wrong?’

An ominous feeling seized him, and his heartbeat slowed significantly. His body, which had been agonizingly hot, cooled slightly. He saw Ash cover his eyes with his hand. His heart constricted painfully.

“…Is something wrong?”

“Karlyle.”

Ash groaned and rubbed his forehead. Then he looked down at Karlyle. He saw his pitifully arched eyebrows. It was an apologetic expression. Truly, very much so.

“I’m sorry.”

Ash hugged Karlyle again. Karlyle’s lost arms quickly hugged Ash back.

“What’s the matter?”

“I’m an idiot. To have condoms ready and not use them.”

Ash frowned as if very angry with himself, then again put on an apologetic expression. His eyes curved gently. His lips touched Karlyle’s cheek.

“I held back for so long that I lost my mind.”

At those words, Karlyle’s breath hitched. Instead, a similar tickling sensation spread as before. These words, it sounded as if… Ash had desired Karlyle for a long time.

“I thought I was going crazy because Karlyle was so incredibly lewd.”

Karlyle, unable to find words, eventually looked away. He didn’t release the arm that tightly hugged Ash’s upper body. Karlyle’s lips parted, and he finally thought of something to say.

“It’s fine.”

“I’m truly sorry. It won’t happen again.”

He was right to be sorry. Unless the purpose was conception, using condoms was hygienically correct even during intercourse with Omegas. And given it was a relationship between Alphas, he understood why Ash was acting like this. Karlyle, who had a slightly fastidious nature, always used condoms during intercourse. He had never not used them, not once.

Despite that, Karlyle felt no particular aversion to Ash’s semen filling him. Aside from the instinctive rejection he felt when the pheromones surged and mixed, he was inexplicably uplifted by Ash admitting he had lost control. He had to admit now that for the past three weeks or so, he couldn’t maintain his composure when Ash was involved.

“…It’s fine even if you don’t use them.”

And so, he said a foolish thing.

Karlyle flinched. Ash blinked his eyes calmly. He knew that some Alphas preferred bareback sex without condoms.

He didn’t know if Ash was that kind of person, but he had heard many times that the sensation was different, so he had a fleeting thought that Ash might not dislike it. Ash looked troubled, then sighed softly and smiled.

“You said that thinking of me, didn’t you?”

Karlyle closed his mouth. Ash smiled more gently and ran a hand through Karlyle’s hair.

“Thank you, Karlyle. But next time you’re with another Alpha, I hope you don’t say something like that first.”

Another Alpha…?

At the words spoken with a gentle face, Karlyle looked at him silently. Blood began to flow slowly.

“Another person… you mean.”

He felt as if his blood vessels were constricting, and then it became difficult to breathe. He felt his heart constrict as before. It tingled. Another, Alpha, he said.

“Because there are many people who act like idiots just because their partner allowed it.”

I don’t think Karlyle wouldn’t know, but I’m still worried. Ash’s words continued. Meanwhile, Karlyle’s hands, which had been hugging Ash’s back, slowly loosened. His insides burned black. A faint pain arose. Ash was worried about him.

It was just that, so why did it hurt so much?

“After Mr. Jones…”

It was not right to remain silent here. It was strange. Karlyle struggled to form a sentence. It was so difficult to utter a simple phrase. His eyes tingled. His heart kept aching as if several thorns were embedded in it.

“I don’t think I’ll necessarily have relations with an Alpha.”

Ash was still smiling. Just gently stroking his hair.

“Is that so?”

“This is an act with a purpose.”

“I suppose so.”

Ash thought for a moment, then his eyes curved into a smile.

“Then will I be the first and last Alpha Karlyle has been with?”

First and last. The two words made his heart flutter even more.

Yes, everything was like that. Kissing a stranger, spending trivial time together, showing a disheveled face, hearing gentle words—Ash was the first for all of it. Even having sex outside of rut, without any calculations, Ash was the first.